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Friday, October 31, 2008

ToRtUrE..

Hi...hmm..i thought i m ta only 1 tat couldnt let you go..when thrs othrs...i nid not wori tat much anymr..at leasd u've gt company...i cant find y i muz bother u though...maybe...we're frens?yup...its true...now..every1 is asleep..oni me awake...not yet sleepy..shud be studying pjk?!!(sweat..)light music on my background...wanna turn it off bt kinda lonely..i was playing my bro's guitar..on 'hero' bt my bro kept on nagging...bcoz..i din play it ta ryt way(it was obvious...hu play guitar on only a few strings with a wide range of frets....(rathr funny..)...n insisted i play Qing Tian by Jay Chou...oh dear..i did not!!)...today was a busy day..really..i was walking in ta whole sch whole day!nid to plan my ert jamuan...it gets bttr wif ta help of yi ling(hav tat patience..sze min..bought ta gifts...not 2 mention sook june...collect ta money..)it was really tough planning sumthng torture..if it dun turn well 2molo...i m so gonna......frgt it...den i hav 1 more ajk report to do..n agm stuff n ta gifts....burdening.....bt no choice.....hav 2 go on.....2molo gt ta majlis...hav 2 bsy again...Let me wish Loh Ling...HaPpY BuFdAy!! MaY Ur DrEaMs CoMe TrUe........


~I HaVe To Go On..~

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Forced....

~UKM....in the morning...nice place..~


Hi...so long din post blog ody....now holz lo.....actually i got paper summr....but i dun reli care anymore...fr now...i thnk my nerves will greet me at sunday?den i will start throwing up in ta morning-including the ice lemon tea i drank at nyt, nothng else-...i noe i m growing damn fat...nid to eat to keep me awake at nyt..i will make sure i loose ta weight aftr xams...nex nex week..got acc 1,math 1, phy 1, pjk, sivik n french!!i muz be nuts..i m so gonna fail my french...wakaka...but dun care..n u noe wat...i discovered i m not only nuts but crazy.....during xams....i will talk to myself during ta papers...'umm, i dun think so........', 'yup...it is ta answer' or 'nolah!tis is crap...got aeroplanes a last tym?!!'....there...got my point?i thnk i make ta biggest noise in class....i talk to myself without me realising....my frens gonna thnk i m mad....its ok...i will cure myself soon.......fuh~now i m into sleeping moz of ta tym.....such xam depression will eat me up....such pain, anger , frustration!had nowhere to go xcept eating my heart out....i had o think...tis has been planned...i juz hav to work hard...-i lost so much marks in add math...-i studied so hard but i couldnt gt sumthng equal...but....its gud in a way...I WOULD NOT REPEAT TIS STUPID THING IN MY NEX EXAM!! ta frustration is unexplainable n unbeatable......difficult to be cured....but i m forced to xcept ta reality fact.....forced.......every success has its price...i gotta pay...with wat...wif tym,hardwork,frustration,falls n depression....i assume it gotta build up sumday.....althgh it means i gotta add eye bags n drink more tea...-i dun take coffee..-....tis am.....went 2 buy a whole truck of brooch fr teachers...-dun tell them ya..-..n keep it in a mini lovely box-for ta jamuan-now had 2 crack my head fr ert jamuan n gift fr form 5......omg.....nvm.....4get it....keke....ok...gotta go...tata....






juz from...
~Liking the bed a lot~

Friday, October 31, 2008

ToRtUrE..

Hi...hmm..i thought i m ta only 1 tat couldnt let you go..when thrs othrs...i nid not wori tat much anymr..at leasd u've gt company...i cant find y i muz bother u though...maybe...we're frens?yup...its true...now..every1 is asleep..oni me awake...not yet sleepy..shud be studying pjk?!!(sweat..)light music on my background...wanna turn it off bt kinda lonely..i was playing my bro's guitar..on 'hero' bt my bro kept on nagging...bcoz..i din play it ta ryt way(it was obvious...hu play guitar on only a few strings with a wide range of frets....(rathr funny..)...n insisted i play Qing Tian by Jay Chou...oh dear..i did not!!)...today was a busy day..really..i was walking in ta whole sch whole day!nid to plan my ert jamuan...it gets bttr wif ta help of yi ling(hav tat patience..sze min..bought ta gifts...not 2 mention sook june...collect ta money..)it was really tough planning sumthng torture..if it dun turn well 2molo...i m so gonna......frgt it...den i hav 1 more ajk report to do..n agm stuff n ta gifts....burdening.....bt no choice.....hav 2 go on.....2molo gt ta majlis...hav 2 bsy again...Let me wish Loh Ling...HaPpY BuFdAy!! MaY Ur DrEaMs CoMe TrUe........


~I HaVe To Go On..~

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Forced....

~UKM....in the morning...nice place..~


Hi...so long din post blog ody....now holz lo.....actually i got paper summr....but i dun reli care anymore...fr now...i thnk my nerves will greet me at sunday?den i will start throwing up in ta morning-including the ice lemon tea i drank at nyt, nothng else-...i noe i m growing damn fat...nid to eat to keep me awake at nyt..i will make sure i loose ta weight aftr xams...nex nex week..got acc 1,math 1, phy 1, pjk, sivik n french!!i muz be nuts..i m so gonna fail my french...wakaka...but dun care..n u noe wat...i discovered i m not only nuts but crazy.....during xams....i will talk to myself during ta papers...'umm, i dun think so........', 'yup...it is ta answer' or 'nolah!tis is crap...got aeroplanes a last tym?!!'....there...got my point?i thnk i make ta biggest noise in class....i talk to myself without me realising....my frens gonna thnk i m mad....its ok...i will cure myself soon.......fuh~now i m into sleeping moz of ta tym.....such xam depression will eat me up....such pain, anger , frustration!had nowhere to go xcept eating my heart out....i had o think...tis has been planned...i juz hav to work hard...-i lost so much marks in add math...-i studied so hard but i couldnt gt sumthng equal...but....its gud in a way...I WOULD NOT REPEAT TIS STUPID THING IN MY NEX EXAM!! ta frustration is unexplainable n unbeatable......difficult to be cured....but i m forced to xcept ta reality fact.....forced.......every success has its price...i gotta pay...with wat...wif tym,hardwork,frustration,falls n depression....i assume it gotta build up sumday.....althgh it means i gotta add eye bags n drink more tea...-i dun take coffee..-....tis am.....went 2 buy a whole truck of brooch fr teachers...-dun tell them ya..-..n keep it in a mini lovely box-for ta jamuan-now had 2 crack my head fr ert jamuan n gift fr form 5......omg.....nvm.....4get it....keke....ok...gotta go...tata....






juz from...
~Liking the bed a lot~