illusion..

Those path to be trvelled..unknown left to all of us..no exclusion..those hazy mirage..eithr as v hav hoped fr or not..doesnt matters..its kept unsure..unreal..for me..as a student of life..learn to fit in...by being myself in my own life..2 experience thngs i m not even sure...weird it seems..bt for me...its kinda...challenging..wen u hv 2 beat urself in ur very own life..especially if u hv 2 go against ur will n hopes..n unconcluded answer...for me again..i wanna let go all these i m going tru..coz by going tru tis,i felt weak n distracted..i m taking a major exam...n i nid 2 score n excel...i gotta get tat scholarship i hoped for..nvm...bt now it seems...y m i doin tis?i dont get myself..m i pretending sum1 else can save me from myself?those path i hv put myself into....how far can i move on with you making me struggle 2 let go tis illusion...i gotta wake myself up frm tis unreal path...i had once put myself into making a choice...of ths..but..now..i dun hav 2 bcoz ta fill in me has went off....how u do it but i reli cant bear wif you...i placed high hopes..bt thnk tis is ta best path for me....i dun wanna let myself deeper into tis misery which is not even maked for me..i juz drop by ur memory to leave sum remembrance..maybe thts wat v r fated for...v r friends...i cant wait tht long....bcoz i dun wan to...i gotta let go...

~path~