today...

Today,

was an ordinary day like no other,

Woke up in the morning,

With a numb tinge sumwhr deep in me,

Was it the feeling of emptiness?

I thought so...

i hate this type of feelings..

does this mean my emoness is cmg back?

please don't, as if i did not suffer enough being emo...

i did not want to experience that again...

in the last few days,

i kept dreaming of my history..

the person whom i had no contacts now...

had no idea why it came..

maybe its to remind me of the past..

how i used to be...

it did not matter now as i moved on...

it became part of my memory,

as i live my life a journey...

It last a while n went off...

Then it came back at dusk...

i m not sure at all what this is saying,

i m not sure what is it,

i just know for a fact,

i felt lonely,

i felt empty...

PIANO and my story beneath...

P-I-A-N-O


When I am alone, in the cold midnight,
with no one to turn to,
I laid my fingers on the sleek keys,
And hear the music company.

When I m in the uttermost silence,
where it creeps up to my spine,
I put in my faith, n gave the keys some touch,
I was melodied at once.

When I am at the paramount of joy,
I gave it a try from the notes I had,
Or simply from the hearstrings,
I will definitely share my happiness to the world,
carving smiles in the faces of others..

When I was broken beyond repair,
where my tears wet the keys of black and white,
go on...i played my wound out...
it will help you heal,
as how it healed mine..
not by instant,
but by time...
dont worry, it will always be there.

Thank you,
for being there for me,
for all the times we had,
i just wanna say thanks... ^^