Medical School

M.e.d.i.c.a.l. S.c.h.o.o.l.~

Sounds awesome?Or it brings a chill in ur spines? or both?

My lifelong dream. Med. Doc. Mercy. Period. you get it. (i hope =P)

Well, it wasn't till form 5 i decided to enter med school and put all my efforts to ensure my dreams come true.

 Everything.

I basicly put in everything. Okay,maybe that was of an exegeration. pfft~

get in matrix, do what i needa do...and here i am~

Who the heck said med school was easy? well, nobody. du~

Since 1st day of med school, never stoped for once, because if i do, will be left behind and wel, the feeling is hurm, not pleasant i guess.

first test is over,results are out.

thankful~ god really helped me this time i bet.

So its time for...........................


CELEBRATION? NOT! 


No such thing. wel, life moves on. entered central nervous system. one of the hardest chapter. with bundles of lecture notes screaming to be touched, with Patestas neuroanatomy or Snell's, with the internet(suckish line niways,just random ==') its still hard~

The main point today, I lost my motivation, Gotta get it back. Why would i wanna be a doctor? is it still because of i wanna save peoples' lives? or has it became about money and realistic reasons?

People grow. People change. but one thing i am sure, its not the same. (wth, it rhymes ,i can go for riddles writing instead==' )

When i see ambulance pass me by, how i wish i could help. maybe this is why. i wanna be a doctor.

A good one.

 I do not hope to open a clinic. I would want to be a doctor without borders. I would want to help those whom really need me. I would wanna be there for them. I guess they are my motivation. I did not choose to enter med sch for money. or for fame. I enter medical school to be a doctor. 5 years would be worth it.

 Sacrifice is needed but i would do whatever it takes. I hope i can grad as a M.D holder then. nobody said it was easy.  but one thing i know, I would never give up. I would not want to watch people in pain but i cant do anything. i felt so meaningless.

 I truly hope god will bless my journey in being a doctor.

Just me,
Fion Liew.

move

Its been a while...many written but un-posted stories...finally i decided to post one thing that did shake my head.

a little.

Today,was thanks giving party at Ivan's...

(mind you, Ivan Chong whom house a stone;s throw away==' )

AND we blast it off...super fun...had multiple piano jam sessions...piano and more piano and Ivan has really beautiful fingers...same goes to Titus...hearing players! super awesome.! single n available girls,watch out..betcha fall fr them.......xD alrite...kidddin...

ANd the main point is today i realise a lot of stuff...new stuff...and i came to knew that different people got different point of view...and i met many people before...many views...many thoughts...and how i realise when i m in different environment, i wil get diff kind of influence...and some are un-undoable...like who i am. when u enter different stages of life,u wil have diff things to think about...diff point of view...things doesnt always go the way u wanted it to. ...at one point of ur life...u realise what you are in isnt what u planned. or what you're in isnt what you wanted initially or what you feel though it stings,u gotta pick it up n move on. =)

Dusty

its been a decade isnt it.

i was supposed to write on usmkk but life is hectic...cudnt squeze in time but i wil! soon after i settle down...

today,that wasnt the point. I was going to nag on some unimportant vein crap-prep-talk like the one u used to hear at highschool. yes. you.are.gonna.hear.it.here.

i had no one to express my thoughts here. i feel so alone. so lonely. i don't know who knew me already. what it felt like...feeling alone in a crowded hall?

Watching time pass me by,fades away in the silent night...it never seemed the same. it was so hurtful,it numbed me. i dont care who you are, bring me to a bar, i need my alcohol shots. caffein seemed to add the pain. Its so amazing how few innocent words stab me at the core. And yes,reality check. I never knew reality was so...reality.

Wake up Fion, have you forgotten your past which drag you down few years ago? how you built a wall around you?Have you forgotten the wall you tear down for him? how you refuse to let yourself love him more everyday?

This isnt a fairytale. I m not a princess. . wake up.this is too good to be true. i am just another ordinary girl in a small town. what can i expect?

i let down my guard. i open up my world for you. i make some space to fit you in. I am not another clueless teen whom says i love you every 5 seconds and i do belive they mean it. for a while. You may think i am a 15 year old,whom can't accept rejections and life philosophy. think again. i let you in my world. i know what to expect but never knew,hearing it from you,hurts me even deeper. will you ever give up on me?what u meant when you say u may give up if situation force you. sure. give up whenevr u want,just give me a month notice . sure,i am a robot. pull out the plug. settle case. you don't want me to stuck in my romance world, have you ever see my love more than romance?have you felt how much i care?have you seen how far i would go? have you seen how much i can give up for you while maintaining my rationality but not because of romance and a fairytale story?

maybe i have so much weakness.i am not perfect. i wasnt a clingy person. i just do so to have the sense of belonging. but since this is the way you take it, i can deal it. just that,i don't know where to hold on anymore. can i hold on you whom may giv up on me?what if u giv up not now,but when we have our family?will you tell me that you cant take in anymore 10 yrs frm now?will you stel me to stop living in my fairytale?congrats. you have succeed in making me realise i m not a princess. i m not living in a fairytale.

Random

Hi~

Its been what...days?weeks? MOnths? Years? Decades? Era??...

* Owh,shut up fion, ur just bein paranoid =='

Since i last update my bloggie...rusted with Fe ions and

* look in the blog...Coughs*

I might even sell dustbunnies right now...whos in?

Ahem,clears throat...

its not to say I disown my blog or what,but well, the time,the packings, the sleep i need..

.make my blog felt like an abandoned child...poor thing... =(

btw, did i mention I went out for a fantabulous outing in genting wif my matrics buddy...confused...let me show you the morons i m talking about... well,then we had a day in Sunway fr a skating spree... This is what i call


HOLIDAY

* i did get a bruise...FINE Many bruises...=='

just no talent in physically-balance involving game or stuff...just nt me...

(say ni la duno how to skate...alasan bertimbun for what...==')

sad that june nida leave early cz shes rushing to prepre fr her europe tour...i m gonna mis u girl girl....=S the next day,took ktm (sardine,really...zzz )

i feel pity fr pei ee...nida squeeze in wif me n mei..

.fr me,used to it d...squueze jiu squeeze...dun care...LOL then in LRT, well i love it!!!

if ktm u call it sardine, lrt can be said...a can of oysters...or mushrooms ..

(hold on,mushrooms?WHO uses mushroom as comparisons?! ==')

niways,back to topic...we spent a nite in Fahreinheit 88...superb...mid of town...starbucks by the corner...



Okay peeps! genting, never -in-my-down to earth-ordinary-life did i thought i wud take a corkscrew? or a solero shot!~ wth>? i told myself hard, not to take that alien machine which mite spin me off sumwhr else...but i did~ TEE HEE~~ okay,if i can do this, Malaysia should snow! but it didnt..oh well...no one could blame global warming... ^^ taking the breathtaking rides was well, sorta taking my breathes...it gives you a frefal feeling...yes dude,like the one u learnt in phyics bout the shooting elevator n hopefully wont apply...==' let me give you a short summary... i hope...=='


Me, She mei n Zhi yung, had the same shuttle to genting and reach there checked in n jump on the bed a couple of times to test its springyness? (wth?) n when the rest arrived, washied and dressed...went for dinner at marry browns...(AND YES WE ARE A BUNCH OF SMALL KIDS ) so we went to the haunted house...okay la i wud rate it...the fear befr entering was more...==' n then snow house time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*this calls for -C-E-L-E-B-R-A-T-I-O-N- time COME ON! ITS SNOW BALL TIME! who's in? MEEEEEEEEEEE ...


at night,what else? showered and go for Starbucks...had hot chocolate...kononnya worry kenot sleep...==' superb ...chatted whole nite n back to the room...guess what we did on the bed...(*smirks) played card games...==' till 3 am...

Well, being an early riser ,i woke up at 6 am to do some exercise around the park...(shut up la fion, dun talk nonsense.) ALRITE I woke up at 8 plus?9 plus?around there n straight went down for a meal... then START OUR CRAZY journey..played almost everything there...mad not mad...dun care...very niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Stop n stare, i think i m movin but i don;t know whr...

Hi.

Fion here.

Yeah,old me, the one few years back.
(wait, i m talking as if i m having a split persona...choi~@@)

not the one happy go lucky, super optimistic girl whom go around dont care wthr its snowing or drought in my face...who cares?

(ok,i admit,but if its a huge pimple or acne or peeled skin,sorry,rain or no rain, i m gonna get it done thr n then, no buts=S)

its the one whom think around alone.

here.

I missed the time alone in a room crowded of people.


I missed my past. The past me. I stop n stare today. I missed my moments.

Suddenly there urge a sense of belonging i really wished i had.
I felt like no where to be found..like i dont belong .

Again,nothing is perfect. Not to say u wil get everything that u want,as ur please...it depends. There are times i just dont know what i want.

I dont know to further push myself or just sit and wait.

Humans are so complex.

I know everyone is different. Suddenly i just felt the need of someone who understands. I missed you Jia Ni...whr are you? cant contact you...u chged ur no.?or fb? text me kies if u evr see this...I reli miss you...=)

I nid a person whom really knows whats goin on.who help me out when i m lost.......

Why suddenly i felt detached?why? never knew...but i knew many had changed my life fr the better...barely knew my past..i wonder whr did the old me go?

i realised it today, when i played the keys on school's silk yamaha piano which replaced the memorable weinbach. i think of who i used to be.............

I hope to get solitude...get a break frm this reality a whl...just me n myself...go see sunrise...go see moonlight...knock myself up or go walk around in town alone perhaps...go hv a closer touch with tranquility...wif myself...

take a step bak n think...think well...

I felt i dont know you well.

Am i a barrier that stop you from being who you wanna be?i felt there are lots of you fr me to discover if ur willing to open up. or am i just thinking the unnecesary? I hope i have a place in your life like how u did in mine...am i in ur heart? i hope i do play some role in ur life,...i just hope...if time is what it takes,be it...





A song i wana dedicate to whoever reading this...Circles by Tino Coury

Just me,

Fion Liew

Beyond selfishness. Are you game?=P

Today,

gonna start off with a motto of mine, -to let others-.

No,there is nothing wrong wif it. Yes,-to let others-.

Okay,if ur gonna start wif how terible is my english, save it. muet's over .

Something I learn these few weeks,

life is like this,you want it or not.

Many, in fact, most people are selfish.

Selfish cn be defined in many aspects. selfish for properties, selfish for own glory, selfish for fame n etc.

These are those aspects which i believe many people have n not very descent indeed.

Well, these types...

selfish for self survival,selfish to be loved, these are the ones that many tend to be

Unavoidable.even I have it kays.
(human nature...unless ur a pencil case...different story..*shake it off*)

but

Selfish for loved ones

this the one selfishness i can actually hear and accept because i've seen those whom are slfish purely of the safety n livelihood of their family and spouse.

These, i truly salute. They willing to sacrifice their own time n energy etc etc...of themselves n others, just fr their family.

Not many hv this type of selfishness.


(Come on, if you said nope, non of these describes me even slightly, suck it up, ask urself again)

Okay, but generally,excluding the final statements, I would have a life motto.

(i sound like n exageration isnt it)

In anyway, in anytime, to let others. This, wil make me live my life as i want it to be.

I m not divine, i m just another ordinary girl.

Trying to make people I care happy. People around me happy. People I love happy.

I couldnt generally satisfy every one.

so i chosed to prioritise people whom I care and try my best fr everyone i know. Just sumtimes,i cant. Im not that strong. but I do try.


(Sorry, except if you're being a b*tch n royal pain in the neck to everyone, nope.you're not worth it as far as i concern )

I truly dont respect those whom trash others, whom look down on others thinking they are so great, those whom hipocrite n backstabbers. seriously, get a life dude. If you keep up with tis atitude, you r a waste of space.

but i havent met any now...if i do, hope i can make them change?=)

Those i care, i really care. but In the way of letting others, i plan to satisfy everyone,to give the best they can get, even if it means putting me out of the picture, but giving them what they needed or wanted, sometimes, it might not be the best option.


I realised that people I care, cared of me as well.

They would want me in the picture of theirs, not all,

IN the end, there will be a solution planned. I dont have to worry. Its been there all the long . I just dont see it. Its just there. Evrythng will be laid there for us to see.

The truth,the solution,the reason..everthng fixes like an...

-auto made puzzle-

wow..it sound cute. I might open a company with this name. automade puzzle.

Okay,anyway, as we're waiting fr truth unfolds,


i hope no1 reads this post. well,i dun think any1 does,its in its hibernating mode!wif my imaginary cat perhaps?

Anyway, i feel that,its not a matter if we sacrifice our own benefits lets say, for others opinions and wants.

For me, I dont mind because when i fullfill others wants, i will be satisfied and happy.

No matter what it put me tru. when people I cared about are happy, I will be.
It just feel worth it. I never want to make others hard. I try my very best to avoid givin trouble to people or chines call it 'mafan'. others. Never. I will feel bad.

So even if i need to put in effort, i dun mind as long as others will not be troubled. You must sorta predict feelings of others,their opinions.

Not everyone will just wear their moods on their sleeves. not everyone will shout out if they are pissed. not everyine will weep in fron of you if they r sad.

Last time i used to think its not necessary,but now i feel how important is

childhood home education on courtesy and self principals.

It wil reflect hu ur gonna be in the future. I m not perfect. nobody is. I have own flaws n weakness. but i m yet to discover. i did mistakes in my past. I will learn from it.

With help of people around me, I hope I can be a better person in the future. I hope I can make a change in this world. Anyone is with me? Are you game? xD


Just me,

Fion Liew

...~

I didn't know. I thought we both are the same. I'd never thought that i need you much. Maybe its because i m afraid that i will lose you. Talking bout it, you have not lost anyone you cared so much before isnt it? well, I did. I knew the pain. but before that, I didnt. In the past all I want is for the person i cared to be independent, to be able to live without me. I knew my friend needed me a lot, need me so much. but i didnt knew one fact, i need that friend that much as well. Looking at you, remind me of the past, of who i was, but i'd never want to let you feel the pain, i'd never wnted you to hurt like i did in the past with a friend i cared about(past few years ago).

you cn call me clingy. i didnt realise me being like this is called clingy. i didnt realise it troubles you. i didnt realise it became a problem. if tis is turned anthr way, i cn say i as long as i m with you, other things i can neglect, i mean minor intrudments, something i cn say, not worthy to cause a fight.i dont need those. i changed al i can. people say me, i didnt care before. Are we this weak that minor thngs could actually wreck us?no . i knew that i'd never complain if you'd play til late, even i needed to wait til its late for dinner, because i knew, no matter how late, when i get to see you having diner wif me, it will be all worth it.

hence, it wasnt ur fault. its just sum mindset of mine. I want you to be happy n not changing to please me as u wun be hapi then. if u were to chg, i said bfr,at ur own will, when i became important enough for you. saying this hurts me as well. i knew you cared. if not, why would you mind my thought?dont worry, i know u sumhow cared now compared to the past. it put me in a dilemma. I dont know what i should feel. i want you to be happy but at the same tym it sumhow hurt me. so?What i should think of this? Should I think that you dont knwo how to express ur feelings?or should i take it as you didnt care in the past? or should i think that you have ur own way of loving me? or you just dont care. if you do care, wil u stil love me in the future?while i m waiting,All this became a question that me myself dont have the answrs. maybe i hadnt done enough. maybe i m selfish . maybe i demanded too much. i shouldnt. i shouldent expect too much nor demand. i m nothing to do allthose. who am i to expect, hope n want? i m too depending. so be it, then i wont. i will try my best to change if it makes you happy.

i love you for you are no matter what happens. i will accept you as you. i will try to give you all freedom you want if this is what you need, i will give your own time, if i've been bothering you n ur drama. i just worried that i m neglecting you but it seemed i think too much thats why. makes me want to laugh thinking bout it. i thought we will soon cant be spending much time together in degree so try n effort out sum thngs...i was wrong . you still needed your own time, your own life like before you have me. its ur rights. n my mindset it sumthng wrong, so it was never ur fault. its mine. okay, have it your way. start with?say it, i will do it if its for the better.

lalala

Okay, whats up people?

my result day! Despite that, i stil sleep late...usual insomniatic habit

Okay, you see, people gotta earn what they get. They've worked for it, they most likely get it with gods willing.

You couldnt just expect sum blondie to turn up at ur doorstep to give you caramel pies dont you? or do you?

okay, that need not matter because no mttr whats my result (fion, suck it up ok..) sure~ I m goin fr a shopping spree where you shop til u drop...

(okay, now did i actually think money grows on trees?) so save shopping spree fr the worthys n i shall go sailing for my window shoppin n make my lil old brown cat proud of me... !

Okay, I dont have a cat.

Its not easy you know, gotta give in more endurance, to sustain every bit of urself to sanity? okay, m i halucinatng again? zz

nvm, talking bout shoes...I would love smthn strappy to the ankles but out of size?when i finallyliked one of these...oh c'ommon, its not like i easily chg my mind...niways, i changed my mind n i m gonna go to bed now...happy? =)

ps~ignore tis

earn my trust

Today,...

i feel...back to my old me, for once in yrs...

began scribbling all these read-me-not- post just bcz i was lazy to write in my journl...

People say that feelings may last a lifetime...

or feeling of content?

when i start to feel, like I should now learn to be independent because, I literally have to help myself out. i should know, besides god n family, who else i can turn to?

who else I can place securely my future on? I was a strong person , yes, up to a limit. then, i lose the alertn on not to lay so much trust on people but knowing me, I will.

In the past, I told myself to be careful on laying my thoughts. And when I dont...there I go again, usual me. in the end, i will have to express ,my tears and thoughts in poetry, arts and music. i thought i'd get ovr the feeling of lost.

Yes, it does drain the sorrw away, hence i feel, my piano nevr let me down, at least i know i can trust her to be wif me when i m sad or happy. it will never break my heart...i trusted her.

today, i duno where to place my future anymr...i just know i gotta be independent,be a strong girl n move on. i dun dare to put expectations okay,not anymore. Guess i need a plaster aftr all...lost thoughts~


Just from,

me

Happy Mothers' Day

Hi!

Its moi again...wanna take this chance to wish my dearest lovely, mom, a very

Happy Mothers Day...

My mom has been a really great mom i can tell you.

She is beautiful in her very own way. Taught me to be a nice girl...(still sempat puji diri)...^^ she may be strict (especially when her dearest daughter owez do unexpected stuff that well, urm...rather anoying than cute...==') but owez a friend, a very vest friend to me and I know how much she has done fr the family. My mum is very sporting, n i do remember the fact she told me she taught me alphabets! not to mention my math...

ok, these numbers were not at the age of 3...just feel ta pic is nice...hahahaha

there u go~ thr thr...more like it...^^

she owez accompany me shop n shop durin shopping spree! being a gud girl, i TRY my best to follow the budget...but she know her girl too well...HAHA okok...i m a gud girl...^^ n my mum really would give time fr us...to share her experiences n opinions...n owez do the best for us...n i really respect her as a mum ....(although u see we're like friends..=) ) She owez wanted the best fr us like, she give me freedom to choose my own dreams...n giv full support...like how she asked my interest in music when i was young for example...she truly respect my opinion on my hobbies n stuff...n love her in all othr ways...^^

I LOVE YOU MOM!

THANKS for everything you've done fr us...i could never repay ur love, but i wud try my very best by loving you and hope everythng will be nice, happy n gud health for you...I love you...^^ <3

where feelings come in tact

i dont know how to express my feelings...maybe all i needed was time

Scribbles here n there...

Pa-pa-di-dum-dum-di-dum-dum~~

ok

Just admit it fion, ur singing suck...

(now its my fault fr singing out loud in this serene morning of mine...fine~ i wil shut up...........................after another song...dadada~=P)

-Okay -

skip the intro of my life which u wudnt be bothered anyway...

Okay, who's with me?

I wanna go loiter take a decent walk so badly...

*i m a gud girl remember?*
(ok, a little naughty maybe)


my heels hv begun cracking since matrics n it hasnt heal yet...
*grr..its not my fault to barefoot in class*

ok, it is

what?admittance is courage...><'


how ugly it looked...zzz...and not to mention, those mosquito scars which made me burn a whole in pockt to get bio oil fr that purpose...remove those love bites...zzz from mosquito

And it was not long ago that i stop driving, okay, stop, i got a confession n its not frm a shopaholic


*...*

I DIDNT TOUCH THE STERING WHEEL till now..

though i got my licence like duno when...

who wanna volunteer to take my car?

Okay, suppose not...me thinks mum wud prefer to hail a cab out of nowhr frm getting into my drive. seriously...

funny. not.

its definitely comfy, sitting at the backseat, enjoying ur mix style earphone attached to ur ipod. real comfy, when u dun hv to turn the brakes on n off for many hours.

yeah.

but i wud like to drive. sumhow. sumwhr. giv me an old moving machine will do...not classy ones which i dare not touch...z~

talking bout cars, when you are a backseat passenger, sitting by the windowshield, looking at trees passing u by, it made you ponder lots...
OKOK,

i will stop with all my vein talk n save it for another post...get it dudes...=P

would really long for a vacation with friends...and yeah, sure...avan. Its been a while isnt it since i last went out with you...(fion, stop all the dovey talks..its only been wat?less than a fortnyte?)

niway, come by when u hv time...got lotsa things to chat n play...(i will try not to be violnt)


i m sure the bear missed you lots...

(missed ur protection since i've been bullying it when ur not around)




did i just said that aloud? yeah you did fion. great job...........ur foot.


n now waiting fr result, sem 2...can every1 pray fr me...i really need to get to the medicine faculty... strived so long...worked really hard...gave up a lot fr this...so i can help others in the future...its my lifetime dream...<3

okay, till then...^^


Just from,

me...

sum intro~~

HI!

Managed to chnge my bloggie baby clothes into this!

yeah! ok.,..i noe its rathr average zz okay..

coping with the fact i've been back frm Perlis for like, umm mr than a week...

NOW I'VE GOT NOTHING TO DO...

oh yes, * grins* i do have a wishlist...haha or a list to do perhaps...

1. Softener

2. sunsilk shampoo

3.facial scrub(did i mention the old ones made my skin peel?zzz)

4.bio-oil(oh yeah it worked...zzz despite the many scars still,WAIT i shud be getting paid for promoting...)

5.fruits(i nid my vitamin c) Oh wait, thats my auntie list...zzz

NEXT,this is the one!!!~ =)


1.Clean up my maze of never ending packing room(did i just mention that, oh well, how embarassing)

2.brus up my driving skills (oh yes, i nid to use a civic fr that?oh dear~)

3. brus up my french?

4. bake more cake(cheese i love! or gateaux de pommes...new!)

5. learn up a language n perhaps, my mothrtongue, chinese...(i m a banana.)

6. FIND A JOB!!! wanna work in a cake shop!

7. get a keyboard

8. get a casio watch

9. read tonness of books! ^^ (i mean storybooks, if u'd asked)

10. THE VERY important!~ Go out wif friends!!! School frens, matrics buddies...n yeah sure...YOU~^^'




meanwhile, went out for sum walks n yeah, usual me...camwhre...^^


~n so what if i m childish...=P~

Till then...^^

Bloggie

BLOGS UNDER RE Construction for a time being...

p/s~ forgive me for the incomplete links which direct you to nowhr..

p/p/s~sorry for very very late updates indeed

p/p/p/s~ n yeah...all the skins are ...umm...halfway done...if they were...at all...so yeah..see you soon...=)

C'est la vie...

HOHOHO!

Its christmas!

sorry...late updates again! haha, nevermind...what is in next would be the new year!!! (outdated as well peeps?)

bon nee anyway...

j'espere c'est une magnifique nee pour mon amies! Oui, ma francais est atroce. ma anglais est meilleur...lalala~


Okay, i'd really want to scribble way long time ago, when the beez are buzzing, sun is shining, clouds are crystal clear,

WAIT!

nonono, i m hyper today?

Must be the relentlessly amount of sleep i had, NO JOKE! OKAY, hmm, its been a long way isnt it?


2010 finally reached its end, leaving lots n tonnes n bundles of memory behind.
It signifies the long dwinling bittrsweet with sprinkles of honey n sharp colds as well. depends on how you look at it.

TA DAA! ok, that was crap.

I m not really a blogging material but me like.*blek* Looks like many have changed, people around us, things we are doin at the exact moment of this time, but last years, the path...the dream, the goal.

All of us are heading to different directions. All trying hard to achieve their truly dreams. Who doesn't want a dream come true fairytale in reality? *ponder*


sumtyms we will meet our frens only when we are all working, busy with out own lives. When i ponder back, its kinda...sad. I missed all my friends.

I hate being nid to separate.

I love them especially those who went tru bittersweet times with me.

They are the one whom carv lotsa memory in school life, accompany you to walk beside you, leaving footsteps you will remember...

NEXT,
what bout a true reflection of yourself?

Of your path of the yestryears?did you manage to get your goal?

spend enuf quality time wif family?

If you did, congrates n keep it up..if nt, its okay, there will always be tomorrw...its never too late to start...every miniscule drop of sweat counts, very moments are worthwhile.

Have you been the person you have always wanted to be? or you r still conceal beneath the true mask of yourself? fullfilling expectation of others which are not yours?

Be yourself . Be whom you really are. Life is not fr eternity. don't do something you regret, nor just shut yourself. Keep up the mood!

Explore yourself...your inner capabilities, live your live to the fullest!

Go fr your truly dreams...you will nevr noe whn is your last.

Dont spend ur life frowning.

MOVE ON.

The key is to move on.

letting go doesnt mean you are weak..sometimes it means you are strong. Stay motivated...Live on.

Next,

comes new year!

New hope, new ambition, new goal...

What have you all sketched out fr this glorious (wonderful,etremely nice n shiny...)to be year?

It may take minute steps towards the misty, glimmering goal you set ahead of you. come on, a lil more effort...you will be there.

Leave the brittle route of yours behind. Its over. Keep it as a pictursque memory of yourlife. Dont regret it. open up a bottl of champagne opps, err...milo...n celebrate..

Live your life a beautiful memory...an adventure worth taking...........

Alors,

grosse bisses.

~C'est la vie~