A bag of M & Ms...
open up expecting upflowing rainbow chocolate candy on your
k-e-y-b-o-a-r-d...
or
forming trails towards a secret garden u've never known...
would you expect a valley of birds solely,
or
a field of knee-high greeneries...
that you're willing to spend eternity staring to the sky with your
soul mate?
*the point the point *
open up expecting upflowing rainbow chocolate candy on your
k-e-y-b-o-a-r-d...
or
forming trails towards a secret garden u've never known...
would you expect a valley of birds solely,
or
a field of knee-high greeneries...
that you're willing to spend eternity staring to the sky with your
soul mate?
*the point the point *
You won't know what lies ahead...
whats been planned but should you know who you are and where you're heading.
it suffices.
whats been planned but should you know who you are and where you're heading.
it suffices.
Right now, i'm on a break from medical school...a week break from the hectic lifestyle i've been through...
never had time for myself...to be myself...
really thankful about god, my supportive family,friends and professors.
Medical school was never easy and it aint goin any easier. one thing i have not mentioned here before, a guy which always there for me.
Made things worthwhile.
(Family comes first as always,but he is new,aftr my family queue =) )
He came to my house for a slumber party a couple days ago. spent the whole first night watching Hippocratic oath drama or sumthng...til around 2 plus, n the next day, a whole new day for us to celebrate the postponed valentines day =)
never had time for myself...to be myself...
really thankful about god, my supportive family,friends and professors.
Medical school was never easy and it aint goin any easier. one thing i have not mentioned here before, a guy which always there for me.
Made things worthwhile.
(Family comes first as always,but he is new,aftr my family queue =) )
He came to my house for a slumber party a couple days ago. spent the whole first night watching Hippocratic oath drama or sumthng...til around 2 plus, n the next day, a whole new day for us to celebrate the postponed valentines day =)
p/s~ was exam couple of days back,darn busy...
reading bout cranial nerves
[ok thats a lie,i gave up on CN long time ago...==' ]
and what#soever haematology stuff...@@
reading bout cranial nerves
[ok thats a lie,i gave up on CN long time ago...==' ]
and what#soever haematology stuff...@@
He's cooking...hey,i helped out too kays!!!
(to eat of course...#like a boss#)
(to eat of course...#like a boss#)
Self cook-ALL IN ONE- spaghetti. =='
Sauce..ingredient~frozen foodstuff ##
TADAA~~~
see, i carve ur name kay...so nice xD
see, i carve ur name kay...so nice xD
The next day,went out wif matrix crazy gang...
all no life,full time 9gaggers ...every 5 minutes~
#likeaboss# #problem?xD# #f*ck yea...# #mthr of god...-.- #
HAHAHA had karaoke for what seemed like the whole day...
all no life,full time 9gaggers ...every 5 minutes~
#likeaboss# #problem?xD# #f*ck yea...# #mthr of god...-.- #
HAHAHA had karaoke for what seemed like the whole day...
On the way back,took LRT... the transit to KTM back ...
feel really safe with him there..
theres a whole crowd of people...i used to feel lonely in a hectic pavement,
but with him,i am not alone. for once.
He hugged me tightly while clinging on the pole,
helding my arms on a side,and my bag on the other.
It was really packed with people and has this insecure feeling as how you face everytime in a packed train .
but this time,its different.
It felt like even he is always there for me, always there to protect me.
I weep that day,being an ordinary girl for some personal reasons of me being hurt deeply ,i don't know when will i recover but i know theres a shoulder to catch my tears.
I felt tranquility for once in ktm.
I cn nap without worrying i would missed the station,knowing he will be
there to watch after me.
When we r back home,there is someone to brush teeth with me,compete on who brush the cleanest...the fastest...the most santa claus-ish beard...
Theres someone to flip my baby album together with me...tease me on how i used to be so round n chubby...(as how i am now xD )
Theres some one to chat with me whole noon till i fall asleep on his chest listening to his heartbeats...
(skip the mechanical properties of cardiac cycle guys...=))
He always there to tuck me to bed before i sleep and give a goodnight kiss,ensuring everything will be alright..
i sleep knowing he will be thr when i wake up...
When he wakes me up in the morning,
i can roll n nap a couple of times on the bed,waking up,still seeing his face upon me...
(still trying to wake me up ..haha )
Someone to help you prepare the meals...
Someone to help you with the dishes....
Someone to accompany you do facial at -h-e-r-b-a-l-i-n-e-... i know its sounded like #wattheheck!@ # but thats true...=)
someone to walk with you to the nearest supermarket n get lost on the way together...n then shop like crazy for foodstuff n titbits...
Someone to support you m.e.n.t.a.l.l.y. and emotionally...
Someone whom will care my my whereabouts ...
AND
last but not least.....
someone whom loves me the way I am...
Even though i m caught doin this in public --------------------->
feel really safe with him there..
theres a whole crowd of people...i used to feel lonely in a hectic pavement,
but with him,i am not alone. for once.
He hugged me tightly while clinging on the pole,
helding my arms on a side,and my bag on the other.
It was really packed with people and has this insecure feeling as how you face everytime in a packed train .
but this time,its different.
It felt like even he is always there for me, always there to protect me.
I weep that day,being an ordinary girl for some personal reasons of me being hurt deeply ,i don't know when will i recover but i know theres a shoulder to catch my tears.
I felt tranquility for once in ktm.
I cn nap without worrying i would missed the station,knowing he will be
there to watch after me.When we r back home,there is someone to brush teeth with me,compete on who brush the cleanest...the fastest...the most santa claus-ish beard...
Theres someone to flip my baby album together with me...tease me on how i used to be so round n chubby...(as how i am now xD )
Theres some one to chat with me whole noon till i fall asleep on his chest listening to his heartbeats...
(skip the mechanical properties of cardiac cycle guys...=))
He always there to tuck me to bed before i sleep and give a goodnight kiss,ensuring everything will be alright..
i sleep knowing he will be thr when i wake up...
When he wakes me up in the morning,
i can roll n nap a couple of times on the bed,waking up,still seeing his face upon me...
(still trying to wake me up ..haha )
Someone to help you prepare the meals...
Someone to help you with the dishes....
Someone to accompany you do facial at -h-e-r-b-a-l-i-n-e-... i know its sounded like #wattheheck!@ # but thats true...=)
someone to walk with you to the nearest supermarket n get lost on the way together...n then shop like crazy for foodstuff n titbits...
Someone to support you m.e.n.t.a.l.l.y. and emotionally...
Someone whom will care my my whereabouts ...
AND
last but not least.....
someone whom loves me the way I am...
Even though i m caught doin this in public --------------------->
What goes around comes around comes around.
*smirks*
This post is specially for you. Happy Belated Valentines Day. =)
