Hey come on~

WHAT ta..

~if you r on the wrong track of life like me, you might feel tis

pic is...not peaceful...though the caption is calm..haih~ ~Tis look like a hope for me..~

i dun wanna mention tis but..hey~when i m bothering your life as much when my life is already so shaky..and now you r saying these..seriously...wen i carried enuf burden on my back plus yours too...ppl r saying its not worth it..i m saying i will do the same for every other prefect..every other soul....its just that i cared more because it is you...i admit..i did care more of you to compare with others ok?you didnt noe how it feels at my place where i m doing my very best to help you..indeed my very best...though i came by rejection..came by conflicts...came by ignorance. Do you notice? do you realise? do you even care? THOUGH YOU DONT NOTICE A BIT.. noe tat you r in water n as if i m just pouring more water in..like i m not helping..i prefer tis as i dun like recognition..like i havent had enough...if others i might as well assume like did not say anything..but i dun mind...anyway..i expected tis since my first day...its just happening a bit out of time tats all....i din expect you to read tis..but again..it doesnt matter...becz i m loosing my feeling..hope you dun push me further...

~hey..~

pics...enjoy o..

Slip

SORRY everyone in my life!very sorry and its sincerely from my heart! really sorry...nowadays i realise..i m such a pain..recently, my heart really smoldered..my sense of thought slowly disappear..i cannot control it..it slipped out of my hand..my relationships slip out of my heart..sorry to those whom i had hurt..these days my feels were fading..i kept on telling myself tat i cannot let ta feel out or i wud be a stone in a weeks time..cannot...i m trying hard to put some thoughts in me..sorry guys...sorry yiling, sorry navee, sorry may yie in any way i offended u guys if i ever do.....sorry others whom had felt tis 'trying'..haih...incase if u all had felt me slipping out..please do me a favour of telling me...thanks..


~Slip~

smoldered heart..

SMOLDERED HEART

My heart smoldered hard,

From the rain and snow,

Before I surrender,

I will give it a bow.

From all walks of life,

I begin my show,

Till the end of the day,

I'll watch my shadow.

When my time has come,

No one's catching me fall,

For no one cares,

and for me,

There is no one there

~Past beyond me~

y-o-u- w-o-n-t- s-u-r-v-i-ve t-h-i-s- -b-c-o-z- -i-t-s- -d-a-m-n- -l-o-n-g-..

y-o-u- w-o-n-t- s-u-r-v-i-ve t-h-i-s- -b-c-o-z- -i-t-s- -d-a-m-n- -l-o-n-g-..for goodness sake

You should say a loud shut up straight to my face for being bloody unbelievable, ridicously heart broken again..damn me..for crying out loud i m just an ordinary human! well undeniably with a funny mind.Yet, how can a person like me being heart broken again and again by the same person.and how unbelievable stupid i can be at times-well, i sort of edited that very fact-Why cant you make it less painful for me, with all these acts?to add my burden?Even me, as in myself i cannot deny that everytime i am with you, how much i enjoyed our times, believe it for you sake n my sanity, yes, i suffer as much, no doubt. Remember how i said girls have a good memory on their history?yes indeed, and i am not an exception.however my life goes on..hovered by clouds or not, still i hate to admit that, i m kinda fragile to accept these things. Well, its the matter of time before i just collapse if you couldnt mind less on my point of view.For our history, as i read you, you seem to guess my actions based on my prejudice indeed, well though at times yes but most of it no, because i wanted it badly that you and i can go on our lives happier than any other person. i wouldnt want you to suffer like me, most of it i did.you might not bother, you might not care but history is not a lie. I force my soul to forget our dark past, for heaven sake i force myself!every bit of laughter i admit wasnt a lie but every smile i show, wehtr you believe it or not, is very painful, evry laughter truly is a pain. I dont mind mch a that very time but i thought to myself, its worth it. worth the pain that i might as well crawl to your side begging not to leave me, but i know i wouldnt do that. I will let you choose your own road. You want to leave me?Thats fine indeed.Rather than the pain i suffer n the guilt for leaving you. I prefer, that you make the choice, at least it made you happy. You want it this way its fine with me. i cant admit i was quite dissapointed with you for you never learn from your mistake..oh sorry, you never learn form my mistake and the past. I thought you will change, but everyone said you wont.its your nature.you can never change.You will forever hurt me.You will forever kill me. I m dying inside and you wouldnt even care less because you just plain dont care.You do what you think good for yourself only. I would use the term selfish and greedy at the same time but please dont be offended. Its just my point of view. you will ask why, i will say, selfish for notcaring what the bloody thing i have been offended, for thinking of others-i will consider outsiders and people around you that you barely knew-you dont care what i think, you think of what people think what they think of you!greedy because you tend to want somethng else and left out the present.what?think whtr you hair looks nice?or your smile not enough real?well, for e i dont mind as long as you are YOU! i dont bloody care your hair is staright or curly or messy or tangled or a haystack!i dont mind!because we are friends!opps..at least i thought you were my friend.**** people just seem get their way in pissing me off.seriously. I even feel bad when i h--e y-- a-- y--- b----i--- b---- u-.good point now I DONT.because i dont blooody care.you all are in the same category ****.well i dont n i did not say i m nice or perfect..and i have no rights in saying these, coz you got a good option of tossing these back to my face!if you read this post..well i m darn sure you wont..because you dont even care.what a joke.good then..i wouldnt want any of these to be read by you anyway, its just to throw away my bloody anger.you might read this but again i dont bloody care.you can pm anyone for a zillion times and complain it was too much to call me.damn fact.damn excuse.fuh! okay, since i actually bear with it..great, tears after tears wasnt enough. now i m hurt again.i never want to start crying because if i does, it takes a long tym to keep me shut again.now i am waiting in the dark.waiting stupidly for you to come and pick me up and my shattered life.these days, i just recovered partially, i put a smile-no actually many smiles on my face-and laughter just to avoid the hurtful truth from seeping in my life and i end up crying all over the school. stupid enough because through out my whole life i dont cry in school till i was in grade 11. damn it.break my record.outstandingly.looking at you reminds me of the pain from the past but i need to for a smile.truthfully it does hurt. what a painful life to go on.sometimes i wished it wsnt me. i never imagined my ordinary life could be so dramatic. people gonna start calling me drama queen or emo queen,my god! how is that gonna work??you are hiding things from me.you broke your promise.YOU broke your promise.you broke my heart. you broke my hope.you broke my life..n i never expect you to come and fx it for me..no never! now, i had no option. sorry for letting go of you.i am very sorry. i am not that strong to bare your acts, breaking me again and again.i am not that though, i will try my best to be there for you if you needed me. if ever in your life you needed me there i will always be there. but, for now, i have to learn how to live my life alone. i am trying hard because i m and i will never get used to it to keep distance between us.i will never get used to it.i will miss every touch of yours, every memory and every time you scolded me no matter with reason or not, miss your calls-rarely these days- , miss your voice and most of all, miss your presence.its painfull for me o admit..but i am drifting off.. i m letting go..this actually broke my share of promise,i am really sincerely sorry, but just so you know, i love you, now and..forever..

~Fion~

A road to follow..

'Please...answer the phone...please', my heart cried...but there were no signal or any sign he is going to answer my call..the line just went off....i m not sure weather he switched off his phone or he is just plain avoiding me..i was worrying that this day, my life arranged by other people..judging my own life not me..i have no choice but to accept..i dialled his number that i searched in my phone book again..and there is no response.

He got to answer the call...he had to...its my future..he is the only one that can save me today..Oh god..where is he?Its the final day or we both will regret for life..i cannot find him anywhere..

I know...i have always knew,you did this to me for my own good..i dont have to wait for your answer for that..but..thats for your perspective..for me it doesnt signify the same as what you have been thinking..Now..I suffer as time passes..waiting for you to fetch me out of this life before tomorrow arrives and change our destiny.You did not call nor tell anything.

At night..I call you once more without any hope..but to my suprise..a person answered..she claimed she is your maid..i ask for you..and she said you werent home..and i asked her to pass the phone to someone else and she said okay..thus I spoken to your sister..Methyl Ng..(please dont question the name..i will tell you later whats going on..).

'Where has he been for days?'
'he went off somewhere'
'where?why?'
'he was ****** when he left.he couldnt take it so he had to go..he said it was for your own good'
'will he be home tonight?'
'i am not sure'
'can you gv me ur house number?'
'sure..-and she find it for me-'

Waiting the time to pass seemed so suffering for me..suffer for he dont know the pain i was going through..because he has done a wrong choice for leaving me here..but..somehow..I have a strong feeling that he suffers as much as i do..n that proves it when he went of ******.

if i am not mistaken..i was crying in the night..n i called again..i felt a tinge of relief when he answered my call..he said he will be back.tonight...

The next day..i've done what supposed to be done..what have been arranged for me...but..it wasnt me..i m viewing from a point of a third person..looking on whats going on...but as if i m the one going through it...felt the pain..

Later on... he came and ask me..has it been done?i said yes..with tears in my eyes...pain that stab through me...felt the urge to ask him of his thoughts..but i did not...then..when he is no where in sight..i called him..and he answered..

'Hello'
'its me here'
'Why did you did that to me!why dont you think of me and my feelings..It was so painful..i am so frustrated and now you make as if nothing happened'
'i am as hurt.I did that for your own good..please understand..its for your own good..'
'You did not think of my point of view..you think what you do is better for me but its not!I doubt it..look what have you done..look..just look..'For my own good??!If thats your opinion..you be prepared to take my body in the morgue!' and i shut my phone...

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Today~
I Woken up with pain in my heart though it was a dream..whatever i told u at ta top is my dream..gudness...really..aftr i have woken up..felt the emptiness...gosh..i cant believe i can dream this...untill the whole day i was still in pain..hmm..now back to reality...i gotta have a human minute...dinner time....see ya..


~Me in dreams and reality~

BiO PrOjEcT DaY..a.k.a 'SlUmBer PaRtY In YlInG HsE'

Went to yling hse...n...do biology project..ya right...^^
~TiS..i m gonna miss..~

~^^~

~cheers~

random pic..

~Letting go~

Tis was my planning fr ta hols..

mon-rest day..prefect camp reli cause body ache n neck ache..whole day walk around ta hse lopsided..

tue-watch movie at home..n sleep...

wed-start preparing fr test..on sat n sun...online read forum..watch tv...sleep..

thu-prepare fr test..(math n addmath...gudness..every1 njyng n i hv to do tis...)

fri-more stuf preparation fr test tomorrow...(aldo no hope...but nid to make like got hope..so complicated)

sat n sun..-refer to my 2 previous post..well...no comment bout tat

mon-yeah!rest at home....nice..test finish...

tue-read new moon ta whole day..den read eclipse..

wed-fuh!go yiling hse n tot want to do'project'ya right..at last bcome like slumber party..watch show...yl n navee do facebooking n i read eclipse...den camwhr....but ta pics not wif me...duno howmany hours in ta room do tis...paiseh..no wonder navee escape first bfr i did...too late..

today-well...type things n do bm oral...god...y tis always happen to me...

2morrow...bm oral,,,prefect reports...

sat n sun...-duno.....want to go spca wif navee but see whtr can anot....

random pic...Take tis outside photoshop...so irony...

~tata~

Pics frm weekend..

^^

~Outside of a restaurant...^^~

~Outside of Sunway Pyramid..early in ta morning~

~Have u ever seen escalator which is empty??~

~Test~

~Archery.....~

~Random pic..too bored..~

~Me~
7/6/2009

ASEAN Scholarship...

At ta weekends....i went to the selection test for asean scholarship...reli din expect get to be selected...so super scary...dunno how many hundred ppl oso take ta same test....n i met new fren frm malacca...su chern...hehe...den my bro exam start on saturday morning..mine at noon(it was bcoz mine was 2 days)..in sunway convention centre...n thus.....me n my parents went loitering..haha..ta mall wasnt opened yet i mean ta shops...so we've been walking around n being ta 1st customers..haha...n also see ta othr participant parents...i was freaking nervous....but....still manage to....TAKE PICS!!haha...(in ta nex post..)so go kai kai n sempat buy clothes...haha..wen free i post it...den take exam...i was like wth??ta questions was super hard...u shud be genius.....now...i reli dunno..i wanted n needed ta scholarship so much...pls hope fr me....i reli want it...but....dunno..hmm..den english paper....ta hardest comprehension ever...make me feel like...i shud actually read ta dictionary...haha...funny...den write essay..guess wat??

Write n essay consist of about 35o words...on ta topic chosen....?????!!!well..thrs nothng special yet bcoz i haven finished....-in 30 minutes????!!

ok...done...my hand was so strained...=.=..n i tot 1 hour was short....fuh~~writing so 'nice'...n ta worse part,,,i was having migrain....omg...reli tat tym my head was gonna burst....i tell u...reli suffer...went bck n i slept...at bout 3 am...i woke up n do iq test for today's test...but its non related anyway...thus i took ta iq test today...n i was like.wth...nvm...dun wan mention...den ltr wen went fr archery...well tis is ta 1st tym...haha...n i go shop again...AGAIN..n bought fancy strings n sandles...n cm home....hehe...oklo...till here...^^

~Hoping~

Tagged

100 QUESTIONS
1)Name - Fion
2) Male/Female - Female
3) Were you named after anyone? -No, i suppose...
4) Does your name mean anything? - meaning...duno
5) Nick Name(s) - Ion??yon yon??=.=
6) What do you think you look like name wise? - Haha...dunno...
7) Date Of Birth - 3rd August
8) Place of Birth and Current Location - in pahang...now live in kajang...i hope u noe whr it is lol
9) Nationality - Malaysian
10) Astrology Sign - Leo
11) Chinese Astrology Sign - Monkey
12) Religion - Buddhist
13) What’s your favorite smell - my house
14) Political Position - =.=
15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning? - H2O
16) Hair + Eye colour? - Dark brown to Black and dark brown(i guess)
17) Do you look like anyone famous? - In my dreams i guess
18) What do you look like? - my dad
19) Any unusual talents? - hmm...lets keep it secret...i suppose..
20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous? - Righty...
21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other? - i hope straight...wakaka
22) What do you do for a living? - studying for a living...
23) What do you do for fun? - piano..books..reversi on9..baking
24) What are your favorite art materials to work with? - sketch book n pencil..at times..calligraphy pen
25) What kind of materials would you like to work with? - bed?
26) Have you met your grandparents? - dad side yes..mum...oni grandma..
27) Boyfriend /Girlfriend? - Single n innocent...haha
28) Crush? - edward cullen....(navee..i hope u din see tis..haha..)
29) What celebrity would you date if you could? - lee hom...muahaha
30) Current worries? - wthr i will get scholarship....
31) Favorite online Guy/Girl: hmm...no nid to mention here..(WH..u r in..haha)
32) Favorite place to be? - house 1st..den school hall
33) Least favorite place to be? - sumwhr antique..
34) Do you burn or tan? - Tan
35) Ever break a bone? - Nope...choi....dun wan think bout it..
36) What is your favorite cereal? -dunno...panda biscuit?haha...childish..
37) Person you cry with - I cry alone
38) Any sisters - no..
39) Any brothers - Yeah...ta 1 n oni 1...WAYNE....=.=
40) Any pets - last tym..got turtle ..now nope...
41) An illness - No.
42) A Pager - Nope
43) A Personal phone line - No
44) A cell phone - yea..how could i live without it...(kena nag for extra limit usage...AGAIN..=.=)
45) A visible birthmark - No..
.46) A Pool or hot tub - Pool...~
47) A Car - I'd better get a license 1st...den i bring YOU..go kai kai..
Describe Your:
48) Personality - i consider myself emo lo...but..in sch..yea..i m happy...
49) Driving - No license yet
50) Your clothing style - Follow my mood...wo...
51) Room - Square..wif a bed...blue wall
52) What’s missing - Still searching..
53) School - LOts of memories wif you...till today...i m still missing you..
54) Bed - Square..
55) Relationship with your parents? - Good...^^
56) Believe in yourself - Not really..no mattr wat i do...but try my best...^^
57) Do you believe in love at first sight? - yea
58) Consider yourself a good listener - Yeah
59) Have a future dream that you would like to share? - Humor me
.60) Get Along with your parents - Yea
61) Save your e-mail conversations - Yeap...auto save..
62) Pray - Yea
63) Believe in reincarnation - Yeah
65) Like to talk on the phone? - Depends on hu..
66) Like to eat? - Yea but gotta diet!!
67) Like to exercise? - Depends on ta time..
68) Like to watch sports? - Nope..
69) Sing in the car? - To myself
70) What is a dream that you have all the time? - Keep to myself..
71) Dream in color? -Yeah
72) Do you have nightmares? - yeap
73) Sleep with a stuffed animal - No..but at my side tables got sum...all ta bufday gift..arrange till...i stuff sum in ta box od...
74) Next to you - No one
75) On your favorite coffee cup? - Tea cup??
76) On your mouse pad - =.=
77) Your favorite flavor of gum? - I hate bubble gum..
78) Favorite deodorant? - my bro's??
79) Your dream honeymoon spot - If i say...ISLE ESME (refer to breaking dawn)??HAHA...i m nut..
80) Your dream husband/wife - Edward Cullen...me too^^(oops..navee gonna smack me)
81) Hiding in your closet - clothes..
82) Under your bed - ntg
83) The -
84) Your bad time of the day - dunno
85) Your worst fear(s) - Leaving ppl i care..
86) What’s the weather like- Hot
87) Your favorite time of year? - Holidays...
88) Your favorite holiday? - All school hols
89) A material weakness? - dunno
90) The weirdest food or drink that you like: - jasmine tea wif honey..
91) At the top of your “to-do list”? - Time management
92) The hardest thing about growing up - Gtting tru ta conflicts in life..
93) A pet peeve? -None
94) Your scariest moment - exam..
95) Your attitude about love? - hmm...i guess i will find out wen i found one..(for now..eg will be edward n bella...hehe)
96) The most outrageous, desperate thing you’ve done to attract the attention of the opposite sex? - Nothing...dun feel ta need..
97) The worst feeling in the world - A person lied to you or betray you especially ur close frens..
98) The best feeling in the world - To love n being loved...and when you obtain ur dreams tru hardwork
99) Who sent this to you? - Navee n Becky
100)Tag more people? Suree...
1. Wayne
2. Wei Hong
3. Reyoko
4. Yi May
5. YOU!!

Prefect Camp...^^

HI.....me again. On Saturday me n most of ta prefects went to ta camp in Sg Gabai..Cheras..its called kem An - Naim..erly in ta morning come to school n i bring my luggage..actually can pull but paiseh la..like da xiao jie like tat...so i angkat lor..so v so exited like dunno wat...den i realise...i forget to bring panadol...so me n shantini went to buy..(it save my life leh later..)..Then, ta bus come od...so ta form 5 all wanna sit ta air cond bus(thy tot ta othr bus no ac...so form 5 ma...den thy oso get ta bus...-include me- sweat od myself...but fr me cuz yiling save place fr me...)den..v reach liao....n v got a shock...A SHOCK...it was reli like outskirt of town...n village like tat...v was like....r u sure??here is whr v r gonna stay??????omgomgomg...den v take out our bags n put near ta dewan.-it doent look like a dewan...more to a huge pondok-den..v have to arrange ourselves in a line...so v told dem v made our groups..n get in lor....so...lantik sze ruiy as ketua n nik as assistant....n dey warn us if v did anythng wrong...thy will kena...ltr...wen v go dewan n put our shoes aside....while hear ta ceramah...THEY TOSS OUT SHOES TILL ALL MIXED UP BECOZ V DIN ARRANGE IN TA SAME LENGTH!!!!!!!IT WAS KEMAS BUT NOT SAME LENGTH!!!!MOST of us was pissed off..i din reli mind tat tym....wats ta worse...juz pick up lo...i din reli care....ta GUY OSO said tat no1 manage to get out of tis camp without weeping...tat moment...i say to myself...tat i cannot cry...den welcome new rule tat obviously convent students-surtout les prefects-tat is............drum rolls..............-cannot talk in ta canteen-fuh...bcoz of tis...sze ruiy a.k.a zorro n nik have to sit on ta ground to eat....pity....den v got ice breaking n i m in alvina's group....-oso wif mayyie again-den ta name is 'alco' means alvina n cooperation or always cooperate...yea..i luv my group alot...LOVE YA LOTS....so v got sum games.....ta fasilitators was so strict..very....n gave us ceramah all tis.....ir was kinda inspiring....^^ltr v hv to write dariku untukmu....-negative things for ppl....n i got 2...1st-i t

fion to fion...talk a lot summore...get to work la...

talk too fast 2nd-tension too fast.....ok....got ta point..hehe ltr in evening...v got obstacle games..here i learnt a lot...after kena scolding...i realise....its no point v do things quickly without thinking....v muz stay focus....on ur goals....dun be greedy.....v work as a team...ltr...sze ruiy n nik hold a piee of paper written dadah 10kg....ta fasi ask us ta hukuman....so he said tat he is gonna send them home...hu noes he is serious....he say symbolicly....so v argued a while but he outstand us....n v oso ignore.....hu ta heck will think he is serious????v oso go on taking dinner. bath....tat kind of thing....ltr...come ta debat part....v debat like no1 punya business...n talk n talk...-girls ma-debat goes on n on n on......till 1 am...den...thy announced....zorro n nik have to leave for their mistake....taking paper written dadah....tat point based on my experience there is no way they will be sent back but...to ta extend whr they go up ta car n drive off..make me question my own intergrity..n ask myself...i actually ask myself...-did i make ta wrong assumption??-so...they call navee, bee li n i out of ta circle n talk....talk bout our wrong opinions n make us realise..tis n tat...a while..den....i got stomach cramp-dun ask y-...tahan ni lo...n den wen i went back to ta circle...i ate panadol without drinking water...almost choke...thank god i m save anot...bee li hv to gv me heimlish manor...gudness...so i was thinking of wat to say....i felt as leaders, v got ta responsibility to protect n standout for our members....for our prefects..i couldnt see zorro n nik juz go like tat...ta worst part is i myself couldnt believe myself tat my first assumption-tat is was a test-is right anymore....but i could never risk ta prefects dont you think?no matter wat is my opinion...prefects first...myself later...so i decided to fight for it-ashikin n syuha wasasking me to say smtg od..i kept thinking n decided,ta fasi cant hear me so i walk infront...i was kinda worried though..but..at last..i say to myslf tat i gotta do smtg-...aldo i almst went insane for fighting my own voice....its ok...i thought...i decided...since v had brought all of them here...v shall bring all of them back together...thr...i found ta courage..i oso realise,after ta guy scolded me...."macam ni ke kamu nak jadi pemimpin??"seriously...at tat tym...i hav woken up...i see things differently...thr..i found a lil light...to keep things in place...i tried...but i still did not manage to keep my tears up....i cried...god...ta worst part is...i hv to talk wen i m still crying...gudness...to defend othrs...never in my life think of doin tat...seriously paiseh...but nvm...its worth it...i wanna say sorry to henusha...for closing ur point...tat is to bring us all back......tat i proposed....but i believe...if u were in my place...u will do ta same...its for ta gudness of all...reli sorry....to others...if i shouted at u guys anytym, anywhr in ta camp.....i m sorry...i din mean it.....i dunno hu...but...i m juz sorry...at last frm tis...i learnt to be a leader frm heart...to be wif thm...i knew tat wast they ws doing to zorro n nik is ta right thing....yes...i m telling u...leader always have to bear their members mistake....even us ajk....v r ta same...v gone tru ta same thing over n over again....but most importantly...v have to be strong..n as a leader...v have to think a step further n wiser...to keep every1 safe n happy....its not all juz about u...its about every1....n i oso realised tat every1 is special in their own way....n v muz take our job seriously..n work hard for it...to enable you to appreciate wat is coming.....if not...everythng is wasted...tis camp has taught me alot...far more than i expected...sorry guys if i have not been a gud secretary..sorry.

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Bedtime story-tats y me n yl slept at 3 am plus...-Talk=>WEn wanna bath tat tym...me n yl went lo...den myie say no 1 in ta nex toilet..so i oso go wif her....den i hear yiling shout 'fion a??call fion??'but too crouded till i kenot turn backso i juz go...den hao min told her tat i went wif may yie...so wen i wan bath tat tym...i heard yiling shouted...smrr 'fion leh??whr is she o...i din brng my dunno wat...'so i oso shouted back i m here leh....in a different area...so at nite i told her tat ta whole toilet can hear her shouting...paiseh...haih..haha...den v laugh like mad ppl...i think ta ppl sleeping near our bed oso will wake up....hahaha ta 2nd day wasnt tat strict...instead v reli enjoyed ourselves...v jump into ta kolam...omg...jump u noe...i repeat...JUMP...TWICE..n v splash water like dunno wat.....n ply floating....me, yling, navee,may yie, ying bing,elisha,hao min, bee li....n all of us...many humans....all oso jump inside n reli hv fun like din swim before like tat...haha

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Actually...else den ta fasi...ta place...ta memories n experience...i miss 1 more thing...YOU..during tis camping period.....n ta times at school...i felt...tat i reli actually cared for a person --wait..-Yi Ling..u r a special case k..tat wan keep fr my journal.so dun kembang d..not u...haha-i cant believe i actually care for tis person tat i thought wud hate me as much as how i was frustrated to her past few years back...i noe you r using me...i get it...so at a point..i reli felt...u r not worth it..but i help u with all i can....not exceeding my limit....as a s/u...i hav a limit...but u wudnt see wat i hv done...its ok..though i noe u r using me..but...i try my best to help u as a fren...i missed ta tyms v r together...though i noe its fake...as time passes...i try hard to believe in u...to assume u r wif me as a fren..like my othr frns...till now... i m not sure..but 1 thing i noe...it doesnt mttr anymr..i m always here....if u got anythng....juz find me...i wont mind..i will try my best..i m like tis(oni you wud noe wat i mean)..is bcoz if i m ta othr way round...do you think v can actually be frens?do you?even ppl ask me to maintain a distance..did i?no i did not...its ok...till here...

Menara pangsa...super hot....

Pn Nirmala giving speech...

Me n keerthana...oops...so messy....

Me n Cikgu Bell....

All ta fasi stand to wait fr us to shake hands...

All ta prefects concentrate to hear speeches...

Tis is wat i called mud mask.....

Jungle talk...survivor course...

in ta jungle oso sempat pose..haha

building menara pangsa.....-tis is how i got my tan....oh dear..

ta group discussing.....scary wei...

Elisha yeo on ta bed...wan breakfast??

Alvina,Wei Jane, Soo Min, Sze Ruiy, Me(so fat..haha)....^^

Shantini n me....frenz forever...

Conclusion....ta fasi is not bad.....reli teach me alot...till now...i regret din become a gud ajk but i tried my best...reli...i reli tried my best to put ta board in order....i love ta camp^^
Group photo.....love you all.....love prefect board.....love my job...^^

Teachers' day..2009

Its been a while since i've blogged...it was a busy week...real bz...everythng comes at a point whr a person hav to split their body into half or triads n i m so not joking..experience proved everything...tat whole week...well since navee n i were in charge of perasmian..(aldo i dun wan but made it in...n glide our way tru anyway)so here is our fantastic members....Sze Ruiy(Zorro...i will update on tis in ta next post kie..haha p/s-she is gonna smack me...so dun tell her ya), Soo Min,nadiah,nabila(i not sure ur name...so sorry),lavannia..may yie,shahiela,roshini(gal in ta box),wan ting,prithini,wei jane, n got summore but i m so sorry i forgot ur name...reli sorry...nvm..so i show ta pic...u guys dun angry ya...^^
~Ta da...here they are...^^~


~Every1 waiting ta box to be opened...drum rolls..~

~Can u see ta nice banner?v did it twice..fuh!thanx guys..if
not bcoz of u all v wudnt have done it..
~All ta Ex-Co teachers pulling ta ribbon...excited~

~Pn. Norlia signing ta cheque~





~Fly balloons fly~

~Ta beautiful cupcake is made by Alia's mum..very nice till i taksampai hati eat....~