Stop n stare, i think i m movin but i don;t know whr...

Hi.

Fion here.

Yeah,old me, the one few years back.
(wait, i m talking as if i m having a split persona...choi~@@)

not the one happy go lucky, super optimistic girl whom go around dont care wthr its snowing or drought in my face...who cares?

(ok,i admit,but if its a huge pimple or acne or peeled skin,sorry,rain or no rain, i m gonna get it done thr n then, no buts=S)

its the one whom think around alone.

here.

I missed the time alone in a room crowded of people.


I missed my past. The past me. I stop n stare today. I missed my moments.

Suddenly there urge a sense of belonging i really wished i had.
I felt like no where to be found..like i dont belong .

Again,nothing is perfect. Not to say u wil get everything that u want,as ur please...it depends. There are times i just dont know what i want.

I dont know to further push myself or just sit and wait.

Humans are so complex.

I know everyone is different. Suddenly i just felt the need of someone who understands. I missed you Jia Ni...whr are you? cant contact you...u chged ur no.?or fb? text me kies if u evr see this...I reli miss you...=)

I nid a person whom really knows whats goin on.who help me out when i m lost.......

Why suddenly i felt detached?why? never knew...but i knew many had changed my life fr the better...barely knew my past..i wonder whr did the old me go?

i realised it today, when i played the keys on school's silk yamaha piano which replaced the memorable weinbach. i think of who i used to be.............

I hope to get solitude...get a break frm this reality a whl...just me n myself...go see sunrise...go see moonlight...knock myself up or go walk around in town alone perhaps...go hv a closer touch with tranquility...wif myself...

take a step bak n think...think well...

I felt i dont know you well.

Am i a barrier that stop you from being who you wanna be?i felt there are lots of you fr me to discover if ur willing to open up. or am i just thinking the unnecesary? I hope i have a place in your life like how u did in mine...am i in ur heart? i hope i do play some role in ur life,...i just hope...if time is what it takes,be it...





A song i wana dedicate to whoever reading this...Circles by Tino Coury

Just me,

Fion Liew