Welcome, me

WELCOME BACK, the old me. Someone whom i formerly feared. My ownself. In these past months, I have been hoping everything would be perfect. No regrets, no flaws, in order for me to pursue my studies in ease. At least, that was what I thought. I have left out something rather influential. My past life, who I was before. Not the one studying, not the one loitering, its the one part of me, whom needs help. That phase of lives a few years back was never easy, but with guidance, I made it. After a senior, Jia Ni whom help me lots left the school, I slowly learnt to be independant. I slowly learn to make it tru, bcoz I know I could no longer burden her. I never intended to. She changed my life for the better. Way better. As time passes, I grew up n left that part of me behind. I call it emo. Nowadays, I was wondering, why i really had strong emotion issues. And, its very familiar. Oh, an old friend of mine actually, the other part of me. Its been a long time i has this tht I thought wat was wrong with me. Then, after sum thinking, I realised this is not new, I was like this few years back. Nothing to be afraid of. I will just settle it the former way. Everythng would be fine. I was like this. I need some time. I can do it.

Driving test girl

Hi~ I met this girl yesterday, in my driving test venue.. She is VERY nice i tell you. Sze ern. I had thought her name is very cute...haha She is very frenly n believe me, with her around, you will never get bored. Never. There is always things to talk bout, laugh about n she make frens with almost every1. Frenly huh..^^ HAD LOTSA FUN WITH HER (ya, you.. ^^) HAHA...she was frm yu hua. N she got 2nd session fr exam, so can teman me until late. if not, i will be alone. sad huh...luckily, she is there to make the atmosphere way more fun..^^

driving

I failed the driving test. Really very dissapointed in myself. People kept saying, 'you so smart in school, sure driving oso can....no prob fr you...' okay, first, i m not that smart. Its just that I reli work hard thats all. 2nd, its no relation k...doent mean my exam result like this like this then i sure pass DRIVING okay........ i FAILED THE DRIVING TEST. GUDNESS... SO FRUSTRATED... thnks tcher fr making me feel better...was so sad bfr that..Thanks for the meal...(I M SO PAYING NEXT TIME)...NOT JOKING! >< make me feel so bad...THANKS niway...had fun with you today...though I reli sad...but reli fun...thnks...i got perlis matrix...duno when ni gt chance retake....haih...BUT ..I still believe........EVERYTHING HAPPEN FOR A REASON!!!!!! cheer up fion~

my adventure of life.

I m goin off to the other end of the country soon. I want to leave this town with a peace of mind, peace of state. I done mostly everything so I can be with solitude to pursue my studies. However, it kept occur to me that how bout my family? I know I sounds old, but I can't help it. The house will be less noisy without me around. No longer hearing my lousy piano songs everytime(the songs are nice, its just my skills), no more argues with sibling, nor no more comment from me about much things at home. I wouldnt be cycling around the park, nor play volleyball in my porch. i felt tht my bro will be lonely. My parents will miss me, I will miss them more. I know my role in the family and I know it well. I knew they would be worried. I will come bck frm time to time. (Though i dont know how to take a bus, I will learn..><). I will leave my frens, teachers, acuaintance n room, my room whom had company me fr a long time now. I will definitely miss YOU xy. During this term, many ppl gave support, n i reli appreciated it include they whom said willing to use up credit to keep in touch(dont regret later..HAHA) Well, as far as I go, this is it.

illusions

Now, i felt there is two sides of me. The reality and the dreams, or more would i say, illusions. There are many things I could ever dream of in my world of illusions, but when i snap out of it, there are restrictions. Better be aware n stay out of it before its too late. Painful huh? In life there ought to be sacrifices big or small. When its time to let go, you should. By letting go, you will be able to move on..never turning back.

lessons

Today is my final lesson for driving. Yeah, after so long you might think. Indeed, I wasnt sure how good am I, or how otherwise. About the slope was a lil tricky. Its like I didnt put out enough clutch level or i let go too much n the car's engine stopped! Okay, today had repetitive trainings on that. Then, went on the road. As usual, see the buffalo, see the goats..(wait, thats yesterday..==') Okay, then went fr a brunch with instructor...(THANKS FOR THE MEAL ^^) So, later went back to circuit to thumbprint sum stuff. With a full tummy, drove back n now here I am..eating again..==' no wondr i was fat.... o.o Okay, wish me luck ya next tuesday !! ^^

Here

I am here for you. Really. I am always here to catch you if you fall. YOu wouldnt read this post anyway. but, I am really here. If you look with your heart, you will see me here...

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RAPTOR WATCH IS BACK!

Hi! So whats hit??!
RAPTOR WATCH!
betcha you are right!so we made it through the event with
a pure heart n sincerity to help the nature.
(mengaku ni la we had party there)
okay, first thing first.

ATTENTION: Farhana~tis pichas all rompk frm ur blog, so please be knid on me n not sue me on this

(hu ask u eat my octopus??)
We took a trucload of pics!
me n farhana spotlight event..no matter whr.
.eating, walking, talking, crappin...okay..but thr are place whr FARHANA being so nice to me, in 'editing the pics'
(belive me,just wait n see how i smack you) so we switched! jeng jeng jeng..thx miss bernie...!Cozy huh...but she shifted niways...love u hanna!
-look at the bag, it wasnt half the among the amount she brought.. - =='

hanna kept puji her pic very nice...please lar...(okok, i admit, its nice... :)) dun angry~


ltr, after the briefing, we went to supper near the pool...it was more to..
MIDNIGHT SNACK!
ya, eat rice..funny!its so fattenning!
i was more worried she wil push us in to the pool in fact..


13th march~happy bufday yie yie!!RISE N SHINE PEOPLE!!! ok, me n farhana was sleeping so soundly on the bed when..........................................
UMAI
woke us up..haha..she is a nice girl i tell you..
(farhana is the lazy one)
haha, okay, umai reli vry teliti wan..

me n Ana : WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! SO FUNNY!!! BLAH~ BLAH~ *gossip this n gossip that* then, laugh fr no reason..---...WAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Umai : shh~ jgn bising sangat...kuatnyer! (with the cute teguran face..CUTE!) Me n Ana : She so cute(^o^) we so noti.

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(this multiply twice..hmm..alright! multiply 6 times...==')

yo! blue hippo
sesat from duno where...hahaha..pity lar...no1 look at him...
*i support you k..*oh! you know why...look!!

Maya karin
is in the hse! no wonder all the attention goes on stage!! poor the hippo...Me n Umai...The cars were already looking at us...
(bet thy were thinking : OI! dun halang the road!!!
for pictures sake ==' worth it k..look, how cute?)

The books sold in the boothes!!! okok, i admit, i look at the sourvenirs only...
(wh, if u prefer books, sorry didnt get 1 fr u..hahas)

OUR booth!! yezza! doin the alpha charms!! do till our waist oso feel so lenguh coz not enough chairs!! n so v nidda gv the customer sit... in the end of the day,omg...lie down on the bed so nice feeling i tell you...thanks to felicia too taught us how to do..muacks~

they are acting like selling n buying..they deserve the oscar award i tell you!


LOOK at the birds..there were thousands of thm!!!!!!!
PD scenery...pettay huh!
the 'Supermodel'...>< (awal awal dah mimpi dah..wake up dude!) housemates~so friendly~..


~excited~it was very fun...the instrumental play


~well i had no idea why the pic turn out like this~



out of nowhr, there is this show...suddenly ni...>< His voice very nice~*claps*

THAT nite, no electricity i tell you...my gudness...so bored...we hd lotsa girl talk with felicia too...
FUN!!
i plug in my earphones to well make me sleep earlier
then...............my leg pain man! i was like
~must be the standing n bending during the day...~(dun say i old lar..><) so when the electric is back, went outside to knock my leg...okok, nicer to hear..massage..haha...takkan u wan me to wake umai n farhana frm their beauty sleep, ltr they gt panda eyes will scold me wan..==' Then i got a good idea, went to the balcony, so nice., the night view is superb!! the beach...the lights...*how nice if you were there with me ^^* 3rd day~

~HeNnA~
funny pic..yay! cn see my face!
sense of freedom


this pic is reli one beautifully captured pic! bravo farhana!


blek~^^



seashell~ pretty huh
oh,hus leg is that at the back??haha umai berangan apa?^^



then we had to go back...it was amazingly a fun n priceless experience !

Credits~

MNS : Which organizethis meaningful event to create public awareness...fr mother nature

Miss Bernie : For giving us this chance to participate although we are very young with no experience in this,yet you let us in despite many others more eligible applied..thank you so much..^^

My parents : Whom trusted me to go Tanjung Tuan as a volunteer with my frens without their supervision.Fr the 1st time. Whom trusted me to be independent ...Thanks^^

Farhana n Umai : Ana fr informing me bout this n Umai fr teman us n sabar wif these immature kids punya kerenah, we feel SAFE n sense of secureness with her around taking care of us.we wun wake up late bcoz gt her to watch after us ALL THE TIME.i hope you will get to be with the abang kereta of urs in th future..(farhana, dun rebut la..u gt dr. fakhri).^^

Raptors~????!! fr flying here so we can see you all...^^ <3

THANKS!!! We learnt a lot! We hope to participate n encourage more people to volunteer to create public awareness on preserving nature in the future!!!