sum intro~~

HI!

Managed to chnge my bloggie baby clothes into this!

yeah! ok.,..i noe its rathr average zz okay..

coping with the fact i've been back frm Perlis for like, umm mr than a week...

NOW I'VE GOT NOTHING TO DO...

oh yes, * grins* i do have a wishlist...haha or a list to do perhaps...

1. Softener

2. sunsilk shampoo

3.facial scrub(did i mention the old ones made my skin peel?zzz)

4.bio-oil(oh yeah it worked...zzz despite the many scars still,WAIT i shud be getting paid for promoting...)

5.fruits(i nid my vitamin c) Oh wait, thats my auntie list...zzz

NEXT,this is the one!!!~ =)


1.Clean up my maze of never ending packing room(did i just mention that, oh well, how embarassing)

2.brus up my driving skills (oh yes, i nid to use a civic fr that?oh dear~)

3. brus up my french?

4. bake more cake(cheese i love! or gateaux de pommes...new!)

5. learn up a language n perhaps, my mothrtongue, chinese...(i m a banana.)

6. FIND A JOB!!! wanna work in a cake shop!

7. get a keyboard

8. get a casio watch

9. read tonness of books! ^^ (i mean storybooks, if u'd asked)

10. THE VERY important!~ Go out wif friends!!! School frens, matrics buddies...n yeah sure...YOU~^^'




meanwhile, went out for sum walks n yeah, usual me...camwhre...^^


~n so what if i m childish...=P~

Till then...^^

Bloggie

BLOGS UNDER RE Construction for a time being...

p/s~ forgive me for the incomplete links which direct you to nowhr..

p/p/s~sorry for very very late updates indeed

p/p/p/s~ n yeah...all the skins are ...umm...halfway done...if they were...at all...so yeah..see you soon...=)

C'est la vie...

HOHOHO!

Its christmas!

sorry...late updates again! haha, nevermind...what is in next would be the new year!!! (outdated as well peeps?)

bon nee anyway...

j'espere c'est une magnifique nee pour mon amies! Oui, ma francais est atroce. ma anglais est meilleur...lalala~


Okay, i'd really want to scribble way long time ago, when the beez are buzzing, sun is shining, clouds are crystal clear,

WAIT!

nonono, i m hyper today?

Must be the relentlessly amount of sleep i had, NO JOKE! OKAY, hmm, its been a long way isnt it?


2010 finally reached its end, leaving lots n tonnes n bundles of memory behind.
It signifies the long dwinling bittrsweet with sprinkles of honey n sharp colds as well. depends on how you look at it.

TA DAA! ok, that was crap.

I m not really a blogging material but me like.*blek* Looks like many have changed, people around us, things we are doin at the exact moment of this time, but last years, the path...the dream, the goal.

All of us are heading to different directions. All trying hard to achieve their truly dreams. Who doesn't want a dream come true fairytale in reality? *ponder*


sumtyms we will meet our frens only when we are all working, busy with out own lives. When i ponder back, its kinda...sad. I missed all my friends.

I hate being nid to separate.

I love them especially those who went tru bittersweet times with me.

They are the one whom carv lotsa memory in school life, accompany you to walk beside you, leaving footsteps you will remember...

NEXT,
what bout a true reflection of yourself?

Of your path of the yestryears?did you manage to get your goal?

spend enuf quality time wif family?

If you did, congrates n keep it up..if nt, its okay, there will always be tomorrw...its never too late to start...every miniscule drop of sweat counts, very moments are worthwhile.

Have you been the person you have always wanted to be? or you r still conceal beneath the true mask of yourself? fullfilling expectation of others which are not yours?

Be yourself . Be whom you really are. Life is not fr eternity. don't do something you regret, nor just shut yourself. Keep up the mood!

Explore yourself...your inner capabilities, live your live to the fullest!

Go fr your truly dreams...you will nevr noe whn is your last.

Dont spend ur life frowning.

MOVE ON.

The key is to move on.

letting go doesnt mean you are weak..sometimes it means you are strong. Stay motivated...Live on.

Next,

comes new year!

New hope, new ambition, new goal...

What have you all sketched out fr this glorious (wonderful,etremely nice n shiny...)to be year?

It may take minute steps towards the misty, glimmering goal you set ahead of you. come on, a lil more effort...you will be there.

Leave the brittle route of yours behind. Its over. Keep it as a pictursque memory of yourlife. Dont regret it. open up a bottl of champagne opps, err...milo...n celebrate..

Live your life a beautiful memory...an adventure worth taking...........

Alors,

grosse bisses.

~C'est la vie~

ponder...

WHat type of thought is this? a little empty...will i go back to my past? will I?
Can i chose? is there any opt button? i think this is worth pondering...
for which is me, which is supposed to be me...is it who i am now? or the past?...

beauty

BEAUTY

How would one define beauty? By appearance? hair do? or expansive clothing?

Okay, I sounds like the speaking test questions in muet. Alright, you get me anyway..do you?

These days, no, actually is today(i m good in exagerating am i? haha)... i question myself, on how would a person judge another? by any means i mentioned above.....? I wonder.This returns the question bck to me. How would people feel? how would people judge me? Does it matter? Will it matter? I don't knw.
For me, i feel the appearance matter but, only fr the first impression. I believe more on personality, individuality, feelings on permanent impressions.
It lies in the way a person naturally are, how they are themselves. The beauty shows when an individual show who are they inside. who are they when they act as they are.
especially with whom indeed. =)

1stly...PENANG VACATION!!!

WHOA!
gimme a sec...
This is too fast.
way too fast.
top on the beat, right here. yup.
Froze the time for a sec, gimme a little time.
thats right.

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Dont cha agree with me that time do fly? or it teleports?
whichever comes first.
I m on hols now, well recently until i got the news my hols will be extended.
sure
fun but MUET is just around the corner.
Its getting on my nerves as well.
okok, first things first.

From my history of the moulded vacation to Penang,
(dun blame me fr too late ya, really hectic..XD)
i couldnt jot down all, but enough to let ya njoy sum pichas...

It was fun! seriously, with Adrian n Pei Ee becoming our tourguide,
we manage to make the most out of out trip n not goin around in circles..
zzz we travel around by bus...reli a lot...though tiring, but worth it..
.thanks to zhi yung's parents fr the rooms too...^^
me, she mei, june, jia row,avan, zhi yung,kok ming
,khang chuan,adrian, pei ee, jia ting,wei ting
are all in this vacation.
Super fun going with them...can't stp laughing n talking crap..
HAHA no joke...really...

And the cinema tour was fun, when we walk bck almost midnite...real gud experience...^^

The food was superb...okok...i guess i let the pictures show you
as a picture worth a thousand words...^^

~me n jia row on the ferry...^^~



~you see? kmp students...wahaha ~
~in kek lok si temple... yes, i know the bag is very prominent...~


~me n avan...^^~

HAHA. trying to operate the weighing machine...=='






~us in the cable car...^^~
~on the ferry...lalala ~




~me n she mei...yes, my hair is in a mess...~

~picturesque scenery huh. worth taking...^^~

~aftr a few tries, we stil couldnt take the background pic, but its ok, me n june stil in...^^~






~mee sotong...delicious...hungry already?XD~





~in gurney drive...the food all went to the tummy and left...err, polistyrene?~


~mee sotong close up...^^ a little spicy though~


~Penang's famous char kuey tiaw~


~i duno wats this...i think i ate some of this...~

till then...tell ya mr next tym...^^

speechless

I don't know how to express this type of feeling...zzz argh~ where are my girlfriends when i need them? lalala

The 5 minutes post.

Its been a while, hasnt it? While everyone is fumbling through their text books, i m here onlining..its sem break, which seem a little, silent perhaps. for matrix only.. my form6 friends were indulging themselves with books to give a little polish on what they ought to learn n apply in exam. A final push you would say. I m here, being a lazy, rather lazy potato couch, really n buying all my necessity to bring back to KMP. My mum had enuf of me. HAHA. Anyway, I'd really thank my friends to accompany me, through this time. Seeing you on webcammie was fun. I've been stalking blogs too. IN the next holidays, wonder where should we go, island tour? or a shopping spree>? name it, i had it.(mental list ,at least...) al right then, I really hoped to see all my friends, old n new..to exchange updates. Time flies isnt it,but our memories will remain forever, though it fades, but after a lil brush n polish, its as shiny as new. =)

today...

Today,

was an ordinary day like no other,

Woke up in the morning,

With a numb tinge sumwhr deep in me,

Was it the feeling of emptiness?

I thought so...

i hate this type of feelings..

does this mean my emoness is cmg back?

please don't, as if i did not suffer enough being emo...

i did not want to experience that again...

in the last few days,

i kept dreaming of my history..

the person whom i had no contacts now...

had no idea why it came..

maybe its to remind me of the past..

how i used to be...

it did not matter now as i moved on...

it became part of my memory,

as i live my life a journey...

It last a while n went off...

Then it came back at dusk...

i m not sure at all what this is saying,

i m not sure what is it,

i just know for a fact,

i felt lonely,

i felt empty...

PIANO and my story beneath...

P-I-A-N-O


When I am alone, in the cold midnight,
with no one to turn to,
I laid my fingers on the sleek keys,
And hear the music company.

When I m in the uttermost silence,
where it creeps up to my spine,
I put in my faith, n gave the keys some touch,
I was melodied at once.

When I am at the paramount of joy,
I gave it a try from the notes I had,
Or simply from the hearstrings,
I will definitely share my happiness to the world,
carving smiles in the faces of others..

When I was broken beyond repair,
where my tears wet the keys of black and white,
go on...i played my wound out...
it will help you heal,
as how it healed mine..
not by instant,
but by time...
dont worry, it will always be there.

Thank you,
for being there for me,
for all the times we had,
i just wanna say thanks... ^^