cny

Hi...i noe its l8 to post fr cny....but its now i had a lil tym,,haha

pain

I questioned myself,shall i wait,shall i forget....the pain is too deep.....cant even think about it....i never cried fr tis..never...indeed....today i did....shud i wait like a fool?for the walls are solid..i m an ordinary human...i cant get tru walls...but walls of courage...i can...it nids time.....nothing but time.....

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~Seek~

Seek

As the shrills greets the mist of wonder,
Time put up the pain,
Shall I ponder?
Beyond illusions the day has become,
Questions were not meant to be asked,
But to seek ourselves.

As memories crept to shade,
Dimming the ray of eden,
The sense of belonging,
Soon disappear.

Seeking the meaning of forgiving,
Is it really there?
Or its a mask that everyone shall wear,
Indeed,
This I seek myself.

Don't ever look back

Don't ever look back

Have you ever felt,
The thoughts of being left,
The pain of missing her,
With others in hand.

Thus i say i shall set her free,
Fly dear,
As high as you can,
Run dear,
Don't ever look back.

let go

1.i lost faith in you,u might say i m selfish or greedy but tht doesnt make it..the longer i go wif u, ta worse i felt...ta pain...screeching heart...ta thought fades...till all i can see is a mirage of memories..nothing else...i cant see any thing for us else...its okay...every one does their own mistake in their lives..this is urs..i cant ask u not to because i dun wanna hurt you..wen u r happy now...even wateva i said u wont mind..its okay,u shud learn...thts ur life...truthfully...i m exhausted...for ths...i hv no idea how m i to go on wif u...i m reli tired...reli..

-->othr subject/object/human
u r darn annoying..wat u mean by 'wanna let me go talk to her?'-stupid question..dont noe izzit u wan to fight wif me or wht...ths shows u dont noe me enuf ..u reli dont...'wat she mean a?muz sek zhou ma....'another darn sentence...pls...go n see urself first la....u dun think much...so i did!darn u...tat wan is fr us wan ma...-i dun wanna say anyhng bad ni..ltr offended...fr no reason..=.=-u dont noe her tat well though...i dun wanna compete...so lame....or dun wanna explain.....i explain to many humans od....tired n lazy to explain to u...i tell u ar...i dun wanna go n buat kecoh ni i din go cause a havoc...n pls la....watch ur words dude...