I didn't know. I thought we both are the same. I'd never thought that i need you much. Maybe its because i m afraid that i will lose you. Talking bout it, you have not lost anyone you cared so much before isnt it? well, I did. I knew the pain. but before that, I didnt. In the past all I want is for the person i cared to be independent, to be able to live without me. I knew my friend needed me a lot, need me so much. but i didnt knew one fact, i need that friend that much as well. Looking at you, remind me of the past, of who i was, but i'd never want to let you feel the pain, i'd never wnted you to hurt like i did in the past with a friend i cared about(past few years ago).
you cn call me clingy. i didnt realise me being like this is called clingy. i didnt realise it troubles you. i didnt realise it became a problem. if tis is turned anthr way, i cn say i as long as i m with you, other things i can neglect, i mean minor intrudments, something i cn say, not worthy to cause a fight.i dont need those. i changed al i can. people say me, i didnt care before. Are we this weak that minor thngs could actually wreck us?no . i knew that i'd never complain if you'd play til late, even i needed to wait til its late for dinner, because i knew, no matter how late, when i get to see you having diner wif me, it will be all worth it.
hence, it wasnt ur fault. its just sum mindset of mine. I want you to be happy n not changing to please me as u wun be hapi then. if u were to chg, i said bfr,at ur own will, when i became important enough for you. saying this hurts me as well. i knew you cared. if not, why would you mind my thought?dont worry, i know u sumhow cared now compared to the past. it put me in a dilemma. I dont know what i should feel. i want you to be happy but at the same tym it sumhow hurt me. so?What i should think of this? Should I think that you dont knwo how to express ur feelings?or should i take it as you didnt care in the past? or should i think that you have ur own way of loving me? or you just dont care. if you do care, wil u stil love me in the future?while i m waiting,All this became a question that me myself dont have the answrs. maybe i hadnt done enough. maybe i m selfish . maybe i demanded too much. i shouldnt. i shouldent expect too much nor demand. i m nothing to do allthose. who am i to expect, hope n want? i m too depending. so be it, then i wont. i will try my best to change if it makes you happy.
i love you for you are no matter what happens. i will accept you as you. i will try to give you all freedom you want if this is what you need, i will give your own time, if i've been bothering you n ur drama. i just worried that i m neglecting you but it seemed i think too much thats why. makes me want to laugh thinking bout it. i thought we will soon cant be spending much time together in degree so try n effort out sum thngs...i was wrong . you still needed your own time, your own life like before you have me. its ur rights. n my mindset it sumthng wrong, so it was never ur fault. its mine. okay, have it your way. start with?say it, i will do it if its for the better.
Friday, May 20, 2011
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
lalala
Okay, whats up people?
my result day! Despite that, i stil sleep late...usual insomniatic habit
Okay, you see, people gotta earn what they get. They've worked for it, they most likely get it with gods willing.
You couldnt just expect sum blondie to turn up at ur doorstep to give you caramel pies dont you? or do you?
okay, that need not matter because no mttr whats my result (fion, suck it up ok..) sure~ I m goin fr a shopping spree where you shop til u drop...
(okay, now did i actually think money grows on trees?) so save shopping spree fr the worthys n i shall go sailing for my window shoppin n make my lil old brown cat proud of me... !
Okay, I dont have a cat.
Its not easy you know, gotta give in more endurance, to sustain every bit of urself to sanity? okay, m i halucinatng again? zz
nvm, talking bout shoes...I would love smthn strappy to the ankles but out of size?when i finallyliked one of these...oh c'ommon, its not like i easily chg my mind...niways, i changed my mind n i m gonna go to bed now...happy? =)
ps~ignore tis
my result day! Despite that, i stil sleep late...usual insomniatic habit
Okay, you see, people gotta earn what they get. They've worked for it, they most likely get it with gods willing.
You couldnt just expect sum blondie to turn up at ur doorstep to give you caramel pies dont you? or do you?
okay, that need not matter because no mttr whats my result (fion, suck it up ok..) sure~ I m goin fr a shopping spree where you shop til u drop...
(okay, now did i actually think money grows on trees?) so save shopping spree fr the worthys n i shall go sailing for my window shoppin n make my lil old brown cat proud of me... !
Okay, I dont have a cat.
Its not easy you know, gotta give in more endurance, to sustain every bit of urself to sanity? okay, m i halucinatng again? zz
nvm, talking bout shoes...I would love smthn strappy to the ankles but out of size?when i finallyliked one of these...oh c'ommon, its not like i easily chg my mind...niways, i changed my mind n i m gonna go to bed now...happy? =)
ps~ignore tis
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
earn my trust
Today,...
i feel...back to my old me, for once in yrs...
began scribbling all these read-me-not- post just bcz i was lazy to write in my journl...
People say that feelings may last a lifetime...
or feeling of content?
when i start to feel, like I should now learn to be independent because, I literally have to help myself out. i should know, besides god n family, who else i can turn to?
who else I can place securely my future on? I was a strong person , yes, up to a limit. then, i lose the alertn on not to lay so much trust on people but knowing me, I will.
In the past, I told myself to be careful on laying my thoughts. And when I dont...there I go again, usual me. in the end, i will have to express ,my tears and thoughts in poetry, arts and music. i thought i'd get ovr the feeling of lost.
Yes, it does drain the sorrw away, hence i feel, my piano nevr let me down, at least i know i can trust her to be wif me when i m sad or happy. it will never break my heart...i trusted her.
today, i duno where to place my future anymr...i just know i gotta be independent,be a strong girl n move on. i dun dare to put expectations okay,not anymore. Guess i need a plaster aftr all...lost thoughts~
Just from,
me
i feel...back to my old me, for once in yrs...
began scribbling all these read-me-not- post just bcz i was lazy to write in my journl...
People say that feelings may last a lifetime...
or feeling of content?
when i start to feel, like I should now learn to be independent because, I literally have to help myself out. i should know, besides god n family, who else i can turn to?
who else I can place securely my future on? I was a strong person , yes, up to a limit. then, i lose the alertn on not to lay so much trust on people but knowing me, I will.
In the past, I told myself to be careful on laying my thoughts. And when I dont...there I go again, usual me. in the end, i will have to express ,my tears and thoughts in poetry, arts and music. i thought i'd get ovr the feeling of lost.
Yes, it does drain the sorrw away, hence i feel, my piano nevr let me down, at least i know i can trust her to be wif me when i m sad or happy. it will never break my heart...i trusted her.
today, i duno where to place my future anymr...i just know i gotta be independent,be a strong girl n move on. i dun dare to put expectations okay,not anymore. Guess i need a plaster aftr all...lost thoughts~
Just from,
me
Sunday, May 8, 2011
Happy Mothers' Day
Hi!
Its moi again...wanna take this chance to wish my dearest lovely, mom, a very
Happy Mothers Day...
My mom has been a really great mom i can tell you.
She is beautiful in her very own way. Taught me to be a nice girl...(still sempat puji diri)...^^ she may be strict (especially when her dearest daughter owez do unexpected stuff that well, urm...rather anoying than cute...==') but owez a friend, a very vest friend to me and I know how much she has done fr the family. My mum is very sporting, n i do remember the fact she told me she taught me alphabets!
not to mention my math... 
ok, these numbers were not at the age of 3...just feel ta pic is nice...hahahaha
there u go~ thr thr...more like it...^^
she owez accompany me shop n shop durin shopping spree! being a gud girl, i TRY my best to follow the budget...but she know her girl too well...HAHA okok...i m a gud girl...^^
n my mum really would give time fr us...to share her experiences n opinions...n owez do the best for us...n i really respect her as a mum ....(although u see we're like friends..=) ) She owez wanted the best fr us like, she give me freedom to choose my own dreams...n giv full support...like how she asked my interest in music when i was young for example..
.she truly respect my opinion on my hobbies n stuff...n love her in all othr ways...^^I LOVE YOU MOM!
THANKS for everything you've done fr us...i could never repay ur love, but i wud try my very best by loving you and hope everythng will be nice, happy n gud health for you...I love you...^^ <3
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
Monday, May 2, 2011
Scribbles here n there...
Pa-pa-di-dum-dum-di-dum-dum~~
ok
Just admit it fion, ur singing suck...
(now its my fault fr singing out loud in this serene morning of mine...fine~ i wil shut up...........................after another song...dadada~=P)
-Okay -
skip the intro of my life which u wudnt be bothered anyway...
Okay, who's with me?
I wanna go
*i m a gud girl remember?*
(ok, a little naughty maybe)
my heels hv begun cracking since matrics n it hasnt heal yet...
*grr..its not my fault to barefoot in class*
what?admittance is courage...><'
how ugly it looked...zzz...and not to mention, those mosquito scars which made me burn a whole in pockt to get bio oil fr that purpose...remove those love bites...zzz from mosquito
And it was not long ago that i stop driving, okay, stop, i got a confession n its not frm a shopaholic
*...*
I DIDNT TOUCH THE STERING WHEEL till now..
though i got my licence like duno when...
who wanna volunteer to take my car?
Okay, suppose not...me thinks mum wud prefer to hail a cab out of nowhr frm getting into my drive. seriously...
funny. not.
its definitely comfy, sitting at the backseat, enjoying ur mix style earphone attached to ur ipod. real comfy, when u dun hv to turn the brakes on n off for many hours.
yeah.
but i wud like to drive. sumhow. sumwhr. giv me an old moving machine will do...not classy ones which i dare not touch...z~
talking bout cars, when you are a backseat passenger, sitting by the windowshield, looking at trees passing u by, it made you ponder lots...
OKOK,
i will stop with all my vein talk n save it for another post...get it dudes...=P
would really long for a vacation with friends...and yeah, sure...avan. Its been a while isnt it since i last went out with you...(fion, stop all the dovey talks..its only been wat?less than a fortnyte?)
niway, come by when u hv time...got lotsa things to chat n play...
(missed ur protection since i've been bullying it when ur not around)
did i just said that aloud? yeah you did fion. great job...........ur foot.
n now waiting fr result, sem 2...can every1 pray fr me...i really need to get to the medicine faculty...
strived so long...worked really hard...gave up a lot fr this...so i can help others in the future...its my lifetime dream...<3okay, till then...^^
Just from,
me...
Sunday, May 1, 2011
sum intro~~
HI!
Managed to chnge my bloggie baby clothes into this!
yeah! ok.,..i noe its rathr average zz okay..
coping with the fact i've been back frm Perlis for like, umm mr than a week...
NOW I'VE GOT NOTHING TO DO...
oh yes, * grins* i do have a wishlist...haha or a list to do perhaps...
1. Softener
2. sunsilk shampoo
3.facial scrub(did i mention the old ones made my skin peel?zzz)
4.bio-oil(oh yeah it worked...zzz despite the many scars still,WAIT i shud be getting paid for promoting...)
5.fruits(i nid my vitamin c) Oh wait, thats my auntie list...zzz
NEXT,this is the one!!!~ =)
1.Clean up my maze of never ending packing room(did i just mention that, oh well, how embarassing)
2.brus up my driving skills (oh yes, i nid to use a civic fr that?oh dear~)
3. brus up my french?
4. bake more cake(cheese i love! or gateaux de pommes...new!)
5. learn up a language n perhaps, my mothrtongue, chinese...(i m a banana.)
6. FIND A JOB!!! wanna work in a cake shop!
7. get a keyboard
8. get a casio watch
9. read tonness of books! ^^ (i mean storybooks, if u'd asked)
10. THE VERY important!~ Go out wif friends!!! School frens, matrics buddies...n yeah sure...YOU~^^'
meanwhile, went out for sum walks n yeah, usual me...camwhre...^^
~n so what if i m childish...=P~
Till then...^^
Managed to chnge my bloggie baby clothes into this!
yeah! ok.,..i noe its rathr average zz okay..
coping with the fact i've been back frm Perlis for like, umm mr than a week...
NOW I'VE GOT NOTHING TO DO...
oh yes, * grins* i do have a wishlist...haha or a list to do perhaps...
1. Softener
2. sunsilk shampoo
3.facial scrub(did i mention the old ones made my skin peel?zzz)
4.bio-oil(oh yeah it worked...zzz despite the many scars still,WAIT i shud be getting paid for promoting...)
5.fruits(i nid my vitamin c) Oh wait, thats my auntie list...zzz
NEXT,this is the one!!!~ =)
1.Clean up my maze of never ending packing room(did i just mention that, oh well, how embarassing)
2.brus up my driving skills (oh yes, i nid to use a civic fr that?oh dear~)
3. brus up my french?
4. bake more cake(cheese i love! or gateaux de pommes...new!)
5. learn up a language n perhaps, my mothrtongue, chinese...(i m a banana.)
6. FIND A JOB!!! wanna work in a cake shop!
7. get a keyboard
8. get a casio watch
9. read tonness of books! ^^ (i mean storybooks, if u'd asked)
10. THE VERY important!~ Go out wif friends!!! School frens, matrics buddies...n yeah sure...YOU~^^'
meanwhile, went out for sum walks n yeah, usual me...camwhre...^^
~n so what if i m childish...=P~Till then...^^
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Friday, May 20, 2011
...~
I didn't know. I thought we both are the same. I'd never thought that i need you much. Maybe its because i m afraid that i will lose you. Talking bout it, you have not lost anyone you cared so much before isnt it? well, I did. I knew the pain. but before that, I didnt. In the past all I want is for the person i cared to be independent, to be able to live without me. I knew my friend needed me a lot, need me so much. but i didnt knew one fact, i need that friend that much as well. Looking at you, remind me of the past, of who i was, but i'd never want to let you feel the pain, i'd never wnted you to hurt like i did in the past with a friend i cared about(past few years ago).
you cn call me clingy. i didnt realise me being like this is called clingy. i didnt realise it troubles you. i didnt realise it became a problem. if tis is turned anthr way, i cn say i as long as i m with you, other things i can neglect, i mean minor intrudments, something i cn say, not worthy to cause a fight.i dont need those. i changed al i can. people say me, i didnt care before. Are we this weak that minor thngs could actually wreck us?no . i knew that i'd never complain if you'd play til late, even i needed to wait til its late for dinner, because i knew, no matter how late, when i get to see you having diner wif me, it will be all worth it.
hence, it wasnt ur fault. its just sum mindset of mine. I want you to be happy n not changing to please me as u wun be hapi then. if u were to chg, i said bfr,at ur own will, when i became important enough for you. saying this hurts me as well. i knew you cared. if not, why would you mind my thought?dont worry, i know u sumhow cared now compared to the past. it put me in a dilemma. I dont know what i should feel. i want you to be happy but at the same tym it sumhow hurt me. so?What i should think of this? Should I think that you dont knwo how to express ur feelings?or should i take it as you didnt care in the past? or should i think that you have ur own way of loving me? or you just dont care. if you do care, wil u stil love me in the future?while i m waiting,All this became a question that me myself dont have the answrs. maybe i hadnt done enough. maybe i m selfish . maybe i demanded too much. i shouldnt. i shouldent expect too much nor demand. i m nothing to do allthose. who am i to expect, hope n want? i m too depending. so be it, then i wont. i will try my best to change if it makes you happy.
i love you for you are no matter what happens. i will accept you as you. i will try to give you all freedom you want if this is what you need, i will give your own time, if i've been bothering you n ur drama. i just worried that i m neglecting you but it seemed i think too much thats why. makes me want to laugh thinking bout it. i thought we will soon cant be spending much time together in degree so try n effort out sum thngs...i was wrong . you still needed your own time, your own life like before you have me. its ur rights. n my mindset it sumthng wrong, so it was never ur fault. its mine. okay, have it your way. start with?say it, i will do it if its for the better.
you cn call me clingy. i didnt realise me being like this is called clingy. i didnt realise it troubles you. i didnt realise it became a problem. if tis is turned anthr way, i cn say i as long as i m with you, other things i can neglect, i mean minor intrudments, something i cn say, not worthy to cause a fight.i dont need those. i changed al i can. people say me, i didnt care before. Are we this weak that minor thngs could actually wreck us?no . i knew that i'd never complain if you'd play til late, even i needed to wait til its late for dinner, because i knew, no matter how late, when i get to see you having diner wif me, it will be all worth it.
hence, it wasnt ur fault. its just sum mindset of mine. I want you to be happy n not changing to please me as u wun be hapi then. if u were to chg, i said bfr,at ur own will, when i became important enough for you. saying this hurts me as well. i knew you cared. if not, why would you mind my thought?dont worry, i know u sumhow cared now compared to the past. it put me in a dilemma. I dont know what i should feel. i want you to be happy but at the same tym it sumhow hurt me. so?What i should think of this? Should I think that you dont knwo how to express ur feelings?or should i take it as you didnt care in the past? or should i think that you have ur own way of loving me? or you just dont care. if you do care, wil u stil love me in the future?while i m waiting,All this became a question that me myself dont have the answrs. maybe i hadnt done enough. maybe i m selfish . maybe i demanded too much. i shouldnt. i shouldent expect too much nor demand. i m nothing to do allthose. who am i to expect, hope n want? i m too depending. so be it, then i wont. i will try my best to change if it makes you happy.
i love you for you are no matter what happens. i will accept you as you. i will try to give you all freedom you want if this is what you need, i will give your own time, if i've been bothering you n ur drama. i just worried that i m neglecting you but it seemed i think too much thats why. makes me want to laugh thinking bout it. i thought we will soon cant be spending much time together in degree so try n effort out sum thngs...i was wrong . you still needed your own time, your own life like before you have me. its ur rights. n my mindset it sumthng wrong, so it was never ur fault. its mine. okay, have it your way. start with?say it, i will do it if its for the better.
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
lalala
Okay, whats up people?
my result day! Despite that, i stil sleep late...usual insomniatic habit
Okay, you see, people gotta earn what they get. They've worked for it, they most likely get it with gods willing.
You couldnt just expect sum blondie to turn up at ur doorstep to give you caramel pies dont you? or do you?
okay, that need not matter because no mttr whats my result (fion, suck it up ok..) sure~ I m goin fr a shopping spree where you shop til u drop...
(okay, now did i actually think money grows on trees?) so save shopping spree fr the worthys n i shall go sailing for my window shoppin n make my lil old brown cat proud of me... !
Okay, I dont have a cat.
Its not easy you know, gotta give in more endurance, to sustain every bit of urself to sanity? okay, m i halucinatng again? zz
nvm, talking bout shoes...I would love smthn strappy to the ankles but out of size?when i finallyliked one of these...oh c'ommon, its not like i easily chg my mind...niways, i changed my mind n i m gonna go to bed now...happy? =)
ps~ignore tis
my result day! Despite that, i stil sleep late...usual insomniatic habit
Okay, you see, people gotta earn what they get. They've worked for it, they most likely get it with gods willing.
You couldnt just expect sum blondie to turn up at ur doorstep to give you caramel pies dont you? or do you?
okay, that need not matter because no mttr whats my result (fion, suck it up ok..) sure~ I m goin fr a shopping spree where you shop til u drop...
(okay, now did i actually think money grows on trees?) so save shopping spree fr the worthys n i shall go sailing for my window shoppin n make my lil old brown cat proud of me... !
Okay, I dont have a cat.
Its not easy you know, gotta give in more endurance, to sustain every bit of urself to sanity? okay, m i halucinatng again? zz
nvm, talking bout shoes...I would love smthn strappy to the ankles but out of size?when i finallyliked one of these...oh c'ommon, its not like i easily chg my mind...niways, i changed my mind n i m gonna go to bed now...happy? =)
ps~ignore tis
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
earn my trust
Today,...
i feel...back to my old me, for once in yrs...
began scribbling all these read-me-not- post just bcz i was lazy to write in my journl...
People say that feelings may last a lifetime...
or feeling of content?
when i start to feel, like I should now learn to be independent because, I literally have to help myself out. i should know, besides god n family, who else i can turn to?
who else I can place securely my future on? I was a strong person , yes, up to a limit. then, i lose the alertn on not to lay so much trust on people but knowing me, I will.
In the past, I told myself to be careful on laying my thoughts. And when I dont...there I go again, usual me. in the end, i will have to express ,my tears and thoughts in poetry, arts and music. i thought i'd get ovr the feeling of lost.
Yes, it does drain the sorrw away, hence i feel, my piano nevr let me down, at least i know i can trust her to be wif me when i m sad or happy. it will never break my heart...i trusted her.
today, i duno where to place my future anymr...i just know i gotta be independent,be a strong girl n move on. i dun dare to put expectations okay,not anymore. Guess i need a plaster aftr all...lost thoughts~
Just from,
me
i feel...back to my old me, for once in yrs...
began scribbling all these read-me-not- post just bcz i was lazy to write in my journl...
People say that feelings may last a lifetime...
or feeling of content?
when i start to feel, like I should now learn to be independent because, I literally have to help myself out. i should know, besides god n family, who else i can turn to?
who else I can place securely my future on? I was a strong person , yes, up to a limit. then, i lose the alertn on not to lay so much trust on people but knowing me, I will.
In the past, I told myself to be careful on laying my thoughts. And when I dont...there I go again, usual me. in the end, i will have to express ,my tears and thoughts in poetry, arts and music. i thought i'd get ovr the feeling of lost.
Yes, it does drain the sorrw away, hence i feel, my piano nevr let me down, at least i know i can trust her to be wif me when i m sad or happy. it will never break my heart...i trusted her.
today, i duno where to place my future anymr...i just know i gotta be independent,be a strong girl n move on. i dun dare to put expectations okay,not anymore. Guess i need a plaster aftr all...lost thoughts~
Just from,
me
Sunday, May 8, 2011
Happy Mothers' Day
Hi!
Its moi again...wanna take this chance to wish my dearest lovely, mom, a very
Happy Mothers Day...
My mom has been a really great mom i can tell you.
She is beautiful in her very own way. Taught me to be a nice girl...(still sempat puji diri)...^^ she may be strict (especially when her dearest daughter owez do unexpected stuff that well, urm...rather anoying than cute...==') but owez a friend, a very vest friend to me and I know how much she has done fr the family. My mum is very sporting, n i do remember the fact she told me she taught me alphabets!
not to mention my math... ok, these numbers were not at the age of 3...just feel ta pic is nice...hahahaha
there u go~ thr thr...more like it...^^
she owez accompany me shop n shop durin shopping spree! being a gud girl, i TRY my best to follow the budget...but she know her girl too well...HAHA okok...i m a gud girl...^^
n my mum really would give time fr us...to share her experiences n opinions...n owez do the best for us...n i really respect her as a mum ....(although u see we're like friends..=) ) She owez wanted the best fr us like, she give me freedom to choose my own dreams...n giv full support...like how she asked my interest in music when i was young for example...she truly respect my opinion on my hobbies n stuff...n love her in all othr ways...^^I LOVE YOU MOM!
THANKS for everything you've done fr us...i could never repay ur love, but i wud try my very best by loving you and hope everythng will be nice, happy n gud health for you...I love you...^^ <3
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
Monday, May 2, 2011
Scribbles here n there...
Pa-pa-di-dum-dum-di-dum-dum~~
ok
Just admit it fion, ur singing suck...
(now its my fault fr singing out loud in this serene morning of mine...fine~ i wil shut up...........................after another song...dadada~=P)
-Okay -
skip the intro of my life which u wudnt be bothered anyway...
Okay, who's with me?
I wanna go
*i m a gud girl remember?*
(ok, a little naughty maybe)
my heels hv begun cracking since matrics n it hasnt heal yet...
*grr..its not my fault to barefoot in class*
what?admittance is courage...><'
how ugly it looked...zzz...and not to mention, those mosquito scars which made me burn a whole in pockt to get bio oil fr that purpose...remove those love bites...zzz from mosquito
And it was not long ago that i stop driving, okay, stop, i got a confession n its not frm a shopaholic
*...*
I DIDNT TOUCH THE STERING WHEEL till now..
though i got my licence like duno when...
who wanna volunteer to take my car?
Okay, suppose not...me thinks mum wud prefer to hail a cab out of nowhr frm getting into my drive. seriously...
funny. not.
its definitely comfy, sitting at the backseat, enjoying ur mix style earphone attached to ur ipod. real comfy, when u dun hv to turn the brakes on n off for many hours.
yeah.
but i wud like to drive. sumhow. sumwhr. giv me an old moving machine will do...not classy ones which i dare not touch...z~
talking bout cars, when you are a backseat passenger, sitting by the windowshield, looking at trees passing u by, it made you ponder lots...
OKOK,
i will stop with all my vein talk n save it for another post...get it dudes...=P
would really long for a vacation with friends...and yeah, sure...avan. Its been a while isnt it since i last went out with you...(fion, stop all the dovey talks..its only been wat?less than a fortnyte?)
niway, come by when u hv time...got lotsa things to chat n play...
(missed ur protection since i've been bullying it when ur not around)
did i just said that aloud? yeah you did fion. great job...........ur foot.
n now waiting fr result, sem 2...can every1 pray fr me...i really need to get to the medicine faculty...
strived so long...worked really hard...gave up a lot fr this...so i can help others in the future...its my lifetime dream...<3okay, till then...^^
Just from,
me...
Sunday, May 1, 2011
sum intro~~
HI!
Managed to chnge my bloggie baby clothes into this!
yeah! ok.,..i noe its rathr average zz okay..
coping with the fact i've been back frm Perlis for like, umm mr than a week...
NOW I'VE GOT NOTHING TO DO...
oh yes, * grins* i do have a wishlist...haha or a list to do perhaps...
1. Softener
2. sunsilk shampoo
3.facial scrub(did i mention the old ones made my skin peel?zzz)
4.bio-oil(oh yeah it worked...zzz despite the many scars still,WAIT i shud be getting paid for promoting...)
5.fruits(i nid my vitamin c) Oh wait, thats my auntie list...zzz
NEXT,this is the one!!!~ =)
1.Clean up my maze of never ending packing room(did i just mention that, oh well, how embarassing)
2.brus up my driving skills (oh yes, i nid to use a civic fr that?oh dear~)
3. brus up my french?
4. bake more cake(cheese i love! or gateaux de pommes...new!)
5. learn up a language n perhaps, my mothrtongue, chinese...(i m a banana.)
6. FIND A JOB!!! wanna work in a cake shop!
7. get a keyboard
8. get a casio watch
9. read tonness of books! ^^ (i mean storybooks, if u'd asked)
10. THE VERY important!~ Go out wif friends!!! School frens, matrics buddies...n yeah sure...YOU~^^'
meanwhile, went out for sum walks n yeah, usual me...camwhre...^^
~n so what if i m childish...=P~
Till then...^^
Managed to chnge my bloggie baby clothes into this!
yeah! ok.,..i noe its rathr average zz okay..
coping with the fact i've been back frm Perlis for like, umm mr than a week...
NOW I'VE GOT NOTHING TO DO...
oh yes, * grins* i do have a wishlist...haha or a list to do perhaps...
1. Softener
2. sunsilk shampoo
3.facial scrub(did i mention the old ones made my skin peel?zzz)
4.bio-oil(oh yeah it worked...zzz despite the many scars still,WAIT i shud be getting paid for promoting...)
5.fruits(i nid my vitamin c) Oh wait, thats my auntie list...zzz
NEXT,this is the one!!!~ =)
1.Clean up my maze of never ending packing room(did i just mention that, oh well, how embarassing)
2.brus up my driving skills (oh yes, i nid to use a civic fr that?oh dear~)
3. brus up my french?
4. bake more cake(cheese i love! or gateaux de pommes...new!)
5. learn up a language n perhaps, my mothrtongue, chinese...(i m a banana.)
6. FIND A JOB!!! wanna work in a cake shop!
7. get a keyboard
8. get a casio watch
9. read tonness of books! ^^ (i mean storybooks, if u'd asked)
10. THE VERY important!~ Go out wif friends!!! School frens, matrics buddies...n yeah sure...YOU~^^'
meanwhile, went out for sum walks n yeah, usual me...camwhre...^^
~n so what if i m childish...=P~Till then...^^
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