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Tuesday, May 10, 2011

earn my trust

Today,...

i feel...back to my old me, for once in yrs...

began scribbling all these read-me-not- post just bcz i was lazy to write in my journl...

People say that feelings may last a lifetime...

or feeling of content?

when i start to feel, like I should now learn to be independent because, I literally have to help myself out. i should know, besides god n family, who else i can turn to?

who else I can place securely my future on? I was a strong person , yes, up to a limit. then, i lose the alertn on not to lay so much trust on people but knowing me, I will.

In the past, I told myself to be careful on laying my thoughts. And when I dont...there I go again, usual me. in the end, i will have to express ,my tears and thoughts in poetry, arts and music. i thought i'd get ovr the feeling of lost.

Yes, it does drain the sorrw away, hence i feel, my piano nevr let me down, at least i know i can trust her to be wif me when i m sad or happy. it will never break my heart...i trusted her.

today, i duno where to place my future anymr...i just know i gotta be independent,be a strong girl n move on. i dun dare to put expectations okay,not anymore. Guess i need a plaster aftr all...lost thoughts~


Just from,

me

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Tuesday, May 10, 2011

earn my trust

Today,...

i feel...back to my old me, for once in yrs...

began scribbling all these read-me-not- post just bcz i was lazy to write in my journl...

People say that feelings may last a lifetime...

or feeling of content?

when i start to feel, like I should now learn to be independent because, I literally have to help myself out. i should know, besides god n family, who else i can turn to?

who else I can place securely my future on? I was a strong person , yes, up to a limit. then, i lose the alertn on not to lay so much trust on people but knowing me, I will.

In the past, I told myself to be careful on laying my thoughts. And when I dont...there I go again, usual me. in the end, i will have to express ,my tears and thoughts in poetry, arts and music. i thought i'd get ovr the feeling of lost.

Yes, it does drain the sorrw away, hence i feel, my piano nevr let me down, at least i know i can trust her to be wif me when i m sad or happy. it will never break my heart...i trusted her.

today, i duno where to place my future anymr...i just know i gotta be independent,be a strong girl n move on. i dun dare to put expectations okay,not anymore. Guess i need a plaster aftr all...lost thoughts~


Just from,

me

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