Our outings

OKAY GUYS!
Today gonna update bout.......
MY OUTING WITH FARHANA!!
You see, at first our intention is very simple..Go to school to sahkan our matrx stuff.. HAHAHA (admit it, thats nt the main point..then go take pic in shop..fr matrcs.. (I kept do my hair n do my hair n do my hair till..the kak was like..ok od? I was like Havent..again n again..HAHA she is nice thankfully...wanna choose oso take duno how long).
.n go czip lee..(Ya, sounds so general..kononya go buy books...actually loiter around n do crazy stuff got lo..like..nvm...skip that) After collect my lenses, we go metro..
sudenly, while waiting fr lunch, we REALLY HUNGRY TIL KENOT STAND OD...wanna faint seriously..
So v go grab ice cream in the mcd booth...(I finished mine n I really REALLY dont wanna tell what happen to Farhana's Mcflurry...i dont thnk u wanna know either...
blek~ ) so we went like mad ppl go find padlock.
.(sempat tawar menawar smmr..)Then we was choosin the umbrella...
FOR HOW MANY HOURS I TELL YOU!!!
then lunch time
! Both of us rush like wt to go MCD aftr got tchrs call...n guess wat la, she decide to go cc n print out sum stuff til the whole lunch is over od. =='
Then, she wan go buy the alarm clock..(PINK N SUPER BIG i tell you)
all of us laugh lyk wat whn the kakak go try the sound..SWEAT! ==' So, we were really exhausted aftr tht. go to library while wait pengesahan...n Farhana sempat stack up the books to..............

Her : I need sum sleep
Me : Okay, go sleep lo.
Her : *lie down on the shelf* i need to lie down
Me : Okay,bttr lie down ni..so xing khu like tht
Her: kenot la..
Me: okay *lean on shelf...fold legs up n rest head on it* short while ltr,..

Me: What u doin?dun wan sleep od?
Her : urm...*stacking up books...* n thn.. baring on it..=='
Me : HAHAHAHAHA....-pillow-
both of us..WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

okay, she will smack me.......duh~
but
THANKS FARHANA FOR THE OUTING!! ONE OF THE BEST OUTINGS EVER>>>NOT JOKING!! Superb fun time...not bcz i went fr lunch not wif u..but tis is just simply fun!! LOVE YOU HUN!!!

miss you

I will miss you. I will miss you badly but i know i gotta let go, because its not meant to be.

Blurry vision

I am unsure now. Is this just a simple thing like i used to think? Or now its gotten much more complicated. Its my fault isn't it? Now payback time. I m no longer sure where I am heading. This is the reality, the society, the truth. This is where I am. but, by doin this, makes me more selfish than ever. Forgive me will you? I don't know why its gotten this far. I want to put a stop to all these, but i couldnt bring myself to so it. Maybe, after all, its a simply misunderstanding. Is it?Why..why must it be this way? There is no benefit. There is something more to me people would never understand. I am not the person people think I am. or I used to be. They will never know how much it hurts. Or, is this just another innocent game? I don't know, n I never want to know.

Welcome, me

WELCOME BACK, the old me. Someone whom i formerly feared. My ownself. In these past months, I have been hoping everything would be perfect. No regrets, no flaws, in order for me to pursue my studies in ease. At least, that was what I thought. I have left out something rather influential. My past life, who I was before. Not the one studying, not the one loitering, its the one part of me, whom needs help. That phase of lives a few years back was never easy, but with guidance, I made it. After a senior, Jia Ni whom help me lots left the school, I slowly learnt to be independant. I slowly learn to make it tru, bcoz I know I could no longer burden her. I never intended to. She changed my life for the better. Way better. As time passes, I grew up n left that part of me behind. I call it emo. Nowadays, I was wondering, why i really had strong emotion issues. And, its very familiar. Oh, an old friend of mine actually, the other part of me. Its been a long time i has this tht I thought wat was wrong with me. Then, after sum thinking, I realised this is not new, I was like this few years back. Nothing to be afraid of. I will just settle it the former way. Everythng would be fine. I was like this. I need some time. I can do it.

Driving test girl

Hi~ I met this girl yesterday, in my driving test venue.. She is VERY nice i tell you. Sze ern. I had thought her name is very cute...haha She is very frenly n believe me, with her around, you will never get bored. Never. There is always things to talk bout, laugh about n she make frens with almost every1. Frenly huh..^^ HAD LOTSA FUN WITH HER (ya, you.. ^^) HAHA...she was frm yu hua. N she got 2nd session fr exam, so can teman me until late. if not, i will be alone. sad huh...luckily, she is there to make the atmosphere way more fun..^^

driving

I failed the driving test. Really very dissapointed in myself. People kept saying, 'you so smart in school, sure driving oso can....no prob fr you...' okay, first, i m not that smart. Its just that I reli work hard thats all. 2nd, its no relation k...doent mean my exam result like this like this then i sure pass DRIVING okay........ i FAILED THE DRIVING TEST. GUDNESS... SO FRUSTRATED... thnks tcher fr making me feel better...was so sad bfr that..Thanks for the meal...(I M SO PAYING NEXT TIME)...NOT JOKING! >< make me feel so bad...THANKS niway...had fun with you today...though I reli sad...but reli fun...thnks...i got perlis matrix...duno when ni gt chance retake....haih...BUT ..I still believe........EVERYTHING HAPPEN FOR A REASON!!!!!! cheer up fion~

my adventure of life.

I m goin off to the other end of the country soon. I want to leave this town with a peace of mind, peace of state. I done mostly everything so I can be with solitude to pursue my studies. However, it kept occur to me that how bout my family? I know I sounds old, but I can't help it. The house will be less noisy without me around. No longer hearing my lousy piano songs everytime(the songs are nice, its just my skills), no more argues with sibling, nor no more comment from me about much things at home. I wouldnt be cycling around the park, nor play volleyball in my porch. i felt tht my bro will be lonely. My parents will miss me, I will miss them more. I know my role in the family and I know it well. I knew they would be worried. I will come bck frm time to time. (Though i dont know how to take a bus, I will learn..><). I will leave my frens, teachers, acuaintance n room, my room whom had company me fr a long time now. I will definitely miss YOU xy. During this term, many ppl gave support, n i reli appreciated it include they whom said willing to use up credit to keep in touch(dont regret later..HAHA) Well, as far as I go, this is it.

illusions

Now, i felt there is two sides of me. The reality and the dreams, or more would i say, illusions. There are many things I could ever dream of in my world of illusions, but when i snap out of it, there are restrictions. Better be aware n stay out of it before its too late. Painful huh? In life there ought to be sacrifices big or small. When its time to let go, you should. By letting go, you will be able to move on..never turning back.

lessons

Today is my final lesson for driving. Yeah, after so long you might think. Indeed, I wasnt sure how good am I, or how otherwise. About the slope was a lil tricky. Its like I didnt put out enough clutch level or i let go too much n the car's engine stopped! Okay, today had repetitive trainings on that. Then, went on the road. As usual, see the buffalo, see the goats..(wait, thats yesterday..==') Okay, then went fr a brunch with instructor...(THANKS FOR THE MEAL ^^) So, later went back to circuit to thumbprint sum stuff. With a full tummy, drove back n now here I am..eating again..==' no wondr i was fat.... o.o Okay, wish me luck ya next tuesday !! ^^

Here

I am here for you. Really. I am always here to catch you if you fall. YOu wouldnt read this post anyway. but, I am really here. If you look with your heart, you will see me here...

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