Welcome, me

WELCOME BACK, the old me. Someone whom i formerly feared. My ownself. In these past months, I have been hoping everything would be perfect. No regrets, no flaws, in order for me to pursue my studies in ease. At least, that was what I thought. I have left out something rather influential. My past life, who I was before. Not the one studying, not the one loitering, its the one part of me, whom needs help. That phase of lives a few years back was never easy, but with guidance, I made it. After a senior, Jia Ni whom help me lots left the school, I slowly learnt to be independant. I slowly learn to make it tru, bcoz I know I could no longer burden her. I never intended to. She changed my life for the better. Way better. As time passes, I grew up n left that part of me behind. I call it emo. Nowadays, I was wondering, why i really had strong emotion issues. And, its very familiar. Oh, an old friend of mine actually, the other part of me. Its been a long time i has this tht I thought wat was wrong with me. Then, after sum thinking, I realised this is not new, I was like this few years back. Nothing to be afraid of. I will just settle it the former way. Everythng would be fine. I was like this. I need some time. I can do it.