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the final year....i m gonna miss everything...everybit of ta sch...i will miss my teachers, frens, lab, n oso...ta hall where i used to play piano whenever i felt hurt...ta old piano...which ppl always complain tats its old....but i felt juz fine on my fingers...though there r few 'keys' which nids to be tuned....bcoz...in ta hall is whr i can reli pour out everything.....-without gaining more weight or hurting my body i assume..haha-reli nice....now...on my bed...plnng future...on which road shud i go....will i regret?i dunno...will i be able to bear ta pain tats bout to unfold....or shall i bear it now....its too much fr i m not tat srong...

i said tat i wun look back,
as a human that is what i lack.