This post was a draft few weeks ago~
Today, I remembered the moment where I let go of you. I told myself that I will never blog about you anymore in the future for its not worth it as in the past, the memory of how you pierce my heart and shatter it into pieces, so fine that I cant even see the pieces myself. Now, just so you know, I did not blog with pain like I used to.. I blog with freedom that I longed for all these while when I was suffering, now I can get the freedom that I yearned, Thanks to god, family and closest frens, even those i'd never think of, came walking into mylife like they noe me for a long time, and thanks guys, I knew that god send you all to me....i Know. Now, as I walk around in my hse, i saw things that you gave to me, the happiest things and the most painful things, lying around. I saw things I'd never open, put sum courage, open them.look at them, and smile.I m glad this is over. I do. as courageous as i am, I had no time to pack the stuff and keep it in the closet. maybe aftr schools over, I will get sum time, to fade my hurtful past.from sight of others and myself..for once and for all.....
i am free
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
TODAY
This post was a draft few weeks ago~
Today, I remembered the moment where I let go of you. I told myself that I will never blog about you anymore in the future for its not worth it as in the past, the memory of how you pierce my heart and shatter it into pieces, so fine that I cant even see the pieces myself. Now, just so you know, I did not blog with pain like I used to.. I blog with freedom that I longed for all these while when I was suffering, now I can get the freedom that I yearned, Thanks to god, family and closest frens, even those i'd never think of, came walking into mylife like they noe me for a long time, and thanks guys, I knew that god send you all to me....i Know. Now, as I walk around in my hse, i saw things that you gave to me, the happiest things and the most painful things, lying around. I saw things I'd never open, put sum courage, open them.look at them, and smile.I m glad this is over. I do. as courageous as i am, I had no time to pack the stuff and keep it in the closet. maybe aftr schools over, I will get sum time, to fade my hurtful past.from sight of others and myself..for once and for all.....
i am free
Today, I remembered the moment where I let go of you. I told myself that I will never blog about you anymore in the future for its not worth it as in the past, the memory of how you pierce my heart and shatter it into pieces, so fine that I cant even see the pieces myself. Now, just so you know, I did not blog with pain like I used to.. I blog with freedom that I longed for all these while when I was suffering, now I can get the freedom that I yearned, Thanks to god, family and closest frens, even those i'd never think of, came walking into mylife like they noe me for a long time, and thanks guys, I knew that god send you all to me....i Know. Now, as I walk around in my hse, i saw things that you gave to me, the happiest things and the most painful things, lying around. I saw things I'd never open, put sum courage, open them.look at them, and smile.I m glad this is over. I do. as courageous as i am, I had no time to pack the stuff and keep it in the closet. maybe aftr schools over, I will get sum time, to fade my hurtful past.from sight of others and myself..for once and for all.....
i am free
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