future

• Its here and its gonna end, i question myself of what i regret. now its too late. i have no idea. i again ask myself, will my dreams be pursued or left behind. I'd never second thought my dreams to take up medicine course whtr i get JPA or matrix or not.with god's willing n blessing, i pray hard so god can help me. without scholarship, i will still pursue my dreams, maybe cut ta cost of living first. taking up loan which will get me decades to pay. now, i have no idea whtr this road is still open for me. i have done many mistakes in my life and i dont want thus to be one of them. SPM~the pathway for my future. i dont know whtr the future stil hold the same wish i did when i first found my goal. I dont know.