Attente

Attentes. 

Leurs attentes. Votre attente. Mon attente.

puis-je remplir?

Je suis desole. Tres desolee. Je ne voudrais faire pas vous inquiet... je suis tres inquiet aussi.

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Its time to grow up. 

Aged a year. Mentality should be as well. Have i grew? 

it was very unthoughtful to make people worry or angry isn't it at this age? 

sometimes i wonder will anyone ever understand me. 

I am not perfect myself. I am sorry I cant be perfect. 

I tend to over react when people step over my limit. 

There are times I have this inner battle on settling whats wrong or whats right. 

In the end, I silent up and keep it to myself and overnight the result tend to be better than if i voice out what ever it is in my mind. 

I am trying. I am trying to be whoever you need. 

Temper check. Tick. Voice check. Tick. Facial expression check. Tick. 

Maybe sometimes i just doesnt want the expectation .

 The pressure building. I just hope you would understand.Its not i did not think of it.

 I only want to tell you when the time is right.