Night

Last night, was a sleepless night for me. I went to bed early( 1.30am !!?!), *for hols timing its early lo*. I thought i want to improve my habit by going to bed early(be a good girl!!?) n so i did. I used to turning to bed very very late in the dawn(i m not exagerrating). While every1 is fast asleep on their beds, i m here, onlining, watching shows n stuff. I kinda liked the quiet, calm feeling but i know this could not last. fine, fine. so i went to bed n tuck myself in after washing up. Like usual, i cant sleep n well, i blast the music.(this is exagerate, i just played the music=.='') After a while, i still couldnt sleep. Until my bro came in to bed and then fall asleep, i m yet, not asleep. So i turned around n start to think of everything. everything in my life and put me in a terrible condition of misery. NOw brilliant, i couldnt sleep because i was too miserable n pathetic. Then i went downstr to get a cup of warm milk(actually, only a little..quarter cup?wtv), they say milk cn make u sleep easier. Okay, then i thought of some stuff, some happy memories n a bunch load of sad memories. ANd when i kept self blaming, i had no idea when i fell asleep. In my dream, i had only the happy memories to think of. I was so happy that i felt surreal. When i woke up, i accept the fact n move on with my ordinary life.

p/s~ What a lousy post..damn it