TWO PARTS

When its like two person in a same body, watching the world go by, i had nothing , much to say. In this night, under the roof, i had no idea how is it outside. dark? starry night or its only the lonely moon. Me, sitting by my desk facing the laptop feeling so lonely. Even with the crowd itself i felt alone, no matter where i am. In the city, on the streets? Even in the mall, at uttermost boredom, i sat on the bench watching people passing me by. Took out the rubic cube n give it few spins. People passing by will look and then move on. Make me thought of my life. I walk and i walk until i met something to ponder, then i move on. I had not known how far is this road ahead of me but i kept walking. Watching at others living their life give me more doubt to myself. my ability to regain happiness. I am satisfied with my life, i am very grateful. The thing left is the journey to discover myself. The feeling of loneliness is really hard to bare. So what is you are surrounded by hundreds of people? So what if you have thousands of accuaintance? If you are not in one piece with your innerself, the is no point at all. So, now i am searching. Really searching.