it was time to get to sleep..the earliest now...but..i cant. i told myself not to write emo post like tis anymore bcoz my frenz said tat i was starting to get on their nerves. but, i reli couldnt. the feeling of taken aback had me and i cant seem to move on. I have a feeling of pain in myself, past regrets n also worry for the future. The thing that i know is, if this goes on, i dont think i can move on with my life. I felt the screeching pain inside of me, bragging my thoughts on a coarse path.it made my heart felt heavy,really heavy.but, i was thinking, the pain..even it as resolved, i will still feel this pain,no matter what. i had no idea y.really dense feeling of lost.lost in the sea of people, lost in the million miles of self thought. My expression changed day by day till today, where ppl around me realise n actually ask. i tried to change, to be happy, to not be cold..but couldnt help it. Is this the person i m gonna be afta school?is this the person whom is me?i used to talk loads of nonsense...loads of stuff....dun care when or whr.now?when i walk at the pavements, i will be lost in my own thoughts, my own world. please, anyone...help me out...


~feelin of lost~