My route

Its has been a long year. long way to come ahead. long dwindling route
for me to
choose on my future life. since its almost christmas, i might as
well call it a
frozen snowy road in front of me waiting to be walked on. In
the poem 'the road
not taken', signifies me in my life, the pathway i am on.
Well, an ordinary girl
like me wont do much harm to anybody right?(except to
my bro) yeah, indeed, a
never ending journey for decades to come, waiting
for me, to be studied as my
journey that i chose to be a doctor in future.
my unnoticable in my life,as
simple as i am, is how complex i am inside. i
have no idea where this
'enthusiasm'come from. but indeed, my life journey
was never easy especially
through out this final year in school, challenging
bumpy road i had went tru hav
i?people walking by my sides, frens all have
yet to be parted now.at least till
wew meet again in a decade?2
decades?(ignore the fact that we will meet at the
'big'result day, oh yeah
man, i m so nervous.) i also had no idea where my
emoness come from, maybe i
adopted this 'habit' in a dream?but 1 thing i am
sure, nobody would like it
as i reli want it to go away.seriously, i dont know
why my bro can be so
'hoi sam guo' all the time.haha.=)..^^V..there he goes
again. i will regret
over small small stuff,even tiniest mistake, it seems lyk i
cant
accept the nature of a human whom always do mistakes have i?i just
cant, dont know why though.Just gotta get tru it and move on like every
homosapien does out there. hopefully. i dont want regret my life. the life others have been living so nicely,happy. sometimes, i am jealous.jealous of lack of feelings in otr ppl, but too much in me. I can see the gradient between me and allmy friends. Theres good thing to all this though.For this, am grateful. Thank you.