its a SUNDAY mornin and i really had nothing to do.. fine..that is not entirely true but you get it dont you...hmm..yeap..dont remind me bout exam...i m still in a numb mode over here..oh yeah!i have something to think about....YOU! (p/s..just say it wouldnt you..i m bored watching the soap opera already...quick...you all dont wanna regret though..and i am entirely happy about it...dont worry...^^sorry bout the interuption though....i am just a curious person..think as if i am not here okay?like invisible..and i will never...NEVER ,NEVER..i repeat NEVER do that again...haha....that will be the last..(What?at least i will try my best..i noe i am damn bzbd..maybe it increases with my age..ya..ya..you are young..i gotta admit..O.O) I AM SO SORRY....and i mean it..seriously....FORGIVE ME OKAY....keke...well....anyway..hmm...j'aime jouer 'reversi online' parce que mon amies parle bien francais avec moi mais ills parle peu anglais...they kinda different from me...and i dont noe who are they anyway...but they are fun..oh ya...talking bout this....still no matter what happens..i still couldnt beat WEI HONG!!reversi master la...but my skills are karat anyway..its up to nothing in the end....sorry! curisity kills! i wanna noe what is goin on with you all..lalala....so excited...but i might not be true..so if you guys felt its true then its true!yeah! that will suffice to make up my day...sunny day......

~CuRiOuS AnD SoRrY~

MSG FR DIFF HUMAN

P./s 1~FORGIVE ME FOR WHAT I HAVE DONE

P/s 2~(I AM STILL A STUDENT>>)^^

HI!! I am back!^^

HI!!This is my first blog since trials..(almost ended but i am
enjoying myself anyway..i m left with accounts,est and math..which..i am quite
lazy to do rite now..)TRIALS! though it was almost over, i couldnt gain any
satisfaction..the papers were tough for me..i assume i lack of
studying..Well..so decided to do a whole new change to my blog to...well...i hav
no idea why..(I END up get nag n nag by my brother..the whole night..he kept
sighing and i continue with my evil laughs)..GIVE and TAKE see?*smirks*one more
thing, i didnt noe human could sleep like me...like pigs..but its nice
until...............the receptionist in the office says "why do you look so
pale?"not only her, Samila too...she was bloody worried i will faint and i am
so not joking at her expression. OH YES! and on thursday, since we are like
freebirds,we actually too free that..we played hide and seek with a 5 year old
girl in the library?(fyi, its unoccupied k,v are not that,THAT open)you know, if
with other kids, i might not care that much(i bet i will..) but its DAMIA! I
REPEAT..DAMIA!SHE is so darn cute that no one,i repeat NO ONE could resist and i mean it.she brought her
coloring book and oh god..did i mention that me n farhana help her colour in
shades and nice?i bet her mum gonna smack us one day for 'helping her' finish
the book.and no matter whr she go, everyone will surround her..(i notice this
when i sat quietly at the corner and watch her).nex time i will show a picture
of her n i m sure you guys couldnt resist too.... but..samila scared her
well..actually, i have no idea y is she scared of her...seriously..haha..she
almost sobbed..i was freaking scared her mum will come n see tis
incident..hahahaha

Friday~my convo wif samila in the restaurant

Me~lets do a study plan for next week


samila~okay


Me~lets start on monday..


Samila~WHat?then what am i gonna do tomorrow?(P/s, she is darn rajin..unlike me..)


Me~please...okok...sunday


samila~nope..saturday


me..~aiya...okok


Samila~start at...7am...


Me~ WHAT?!!??


Samila~okay,9 am then


Me.~haih..ok


Samila~at first i wanna say at 4 am...luckily i din..if not you will faint.


ME~ absolutely true..indeed





(WHY am i so lazy??n now i am onlining like day and night...gosh..)


Okay..picture update..











~So cute la the kid...~







~Random pic before exam..now..there is no need~



~Feel like sleeping~

Thats all..tata^^

Look at the life we're passing tru..everyday......thrs time whn i nid ya thr...i always hope u will be thr fr me....i really hope...like how i want you around..bt i noe tht v r frm diffrnt world..diff age gap...diff time....dff atitude....still....hope is thr....at least for me...to live my life..

My dreams, i am going for it..i dont care
what it cost..no sleep?no games?no tv?(dont like it anyway)..my sanity?i dont
care..i am goin for my dreams..focused..i want my dreams to come true..i want to
excel in my exam..my future..i grasp my dreams n work for it..i dont care bout
anything anymore..i want to succeed thats all...i am taking my dreams to a whole
new level..to its horizons..i am working on it..i am getting to my dream..to be
a doctor..to make my presence in the world worthwhile...i am grasping my dreams
to my soul and heart...

I OFFICIALLY SAY...I MiSs YOU! even one day ditching school make me miss you...u r much younger than i am...but...seriously....i cant wait to walk you to class tomorrow..if that is what it takes..-tell me wen i had enuf of me-thankfully my class ends at 1 pm..it will be just right...but..for now...take care okay...n i make smthng up fr you...hope you will like it...tell me okay if you dont...i will figure up smthng else..enjoy you day...miss you...-i mean it-

MiSs you lots from ta last we met...^^

To You..

I m really sorry if i have been hurting you...though before i read ur post...i hope you will have faith in me....for whn i say i can read you...i really do...trust me..because all tat you have gone tru is wat i;ve gone tru wif her..sorry...i will shut up...its okay...sorry for being a burden...sorry...i m trying to win the battle inside...thanx for all the support till now....i wont blame you if you want to let go...its ok...i understand....i hope you understand what i m actually fighting in me....sorry...

yes or no?yes or no?YES OR NO? tell me la...better den u leave me hanging...you wanna play, i oso wanna join in...but i seriously dunno how to play...anyway..seriously...if u dun wanna play...den give up ok?because i dunno how to give you up...its better u r ta one giving me up...now..i really dunno wat i want...if you read tis post.....Please tell me...as soon as u read tis....msg me or smthng...tell me want you want instead...i dunno how will i decide...but please do...tell me..if not...i assume....i m ta one letting you go..

Yeah.....i met you today...so nice feeling....n oso anothr you..wow...seriously...tis is reli ta best day of the week....cant believe i met both of you today...wow...nice feeling...worth all the pain.....nice...i like today.....seriously..

on weekends, at nite...i did not know i was goin out for quite a long time..so after my parents nudge me a while...i went out quickly, not knowing what to wear..and i meant it. so i just grab some old clothes and put on..actually, an old cargo pants and a faded brunette tank top which really dont fit me well.but at that moment i was like who cares anyway, i m not going to see anyone i noe at night out.so i just strolled like a kid in ta mall and as i was about to get back..gudness..my mum met her old friend and i was super shocked and obviously..so embarassed.at that time..i was about to shove myself to the nearby giant box but obviously i did not because all ta excess cost will have to be beared by my mum which obviously gonna ground me for a month or so..so ta lesson is...never assume wat u r gonna wear aldo its near n for a short while....


~faded~

That day, we had photography session in school in the morning..we had class photo first then we had prefectorial board photography and then ert club..so the most interesting part is...have a look.....by what i meant not only by educated gangster but also nuts...i will miss u guys a lot...really...u all r ta best team partners i've ever had...i love you all....i present you...SMK Convent Kajang's Prefectorial Board Year 2008/2009...^^

Najihah, Rachael, Me, Ah Lai, Ling Ling, Vireen, Shantini, NaVee a.k.a corrup*ed queen, n umai
'tell u a secret...v arrange follow height...sakit hati ni...hahahhahahha except umai..cuz tis arrangement more seragam tats y...haha

Button down ur coats n ....................JUMP!! go guys...took ta same pic for many many times...haha...juz to get ta shot of these...v can be crazy at times...oops...all the times...haha

Vireen, Me, Navee, Shantini, LOh Ling-too tall ody.., Umai, Najihah, Bee Li, Rachael....so happy...i will miss u guys n our board...sad la alisia not here...

coats off......super funny....n cute...

Our prefect board but less people coz not enuf place...take 2nd round n ta photographer say he will do super impose which i dunno wats tat oso....haha..i love you all lots also..but hope ta final pic is nice....^^