Hey come on~

WHAT ta..

~if you r on the wrong track of life like me, you might feel tis

pic is...not peaceful...though the caption is calm..haih~ ~Tis look like a hope for me..~

i dun wanna mention tis but..hey~when i m bothering your life as much when my life is already so shaky..and now you r saying these..seriously...wen i carried enuf burden on my back plus yours too...ppl r saying its not worth it..i m saying i will do the same for every other prefect..every other soul....its just that i cared more because it is you...i admit..i did care more of you to compare with others ok?you didnt noe how it feels at my place where i m doing my very best to help you..indeed my very best...though i came by rejection..came by conflicts...came by ignorance. Do you notice? do you realise? do you even care? THOUGH YOU DONT NOTICE A BIT.. noe tat you r in water n as if i m just pouring more water in..like i m not helping..i prefer tis as i dun like recognition..like i havent had enough...if others i might as well assume like did not say anything..but i dun mind...anyway..i expected tis since my first day...its just happening a bit out of time tats all....i din expect you to read tis..but again..it doesnt matter...becz i m loosing my feeling..hope you dun push me further...

~hey..~