Prefect Camp...^^

HI.....me again. On Saturday me n most of ta prefects went to ta camp in Sg Gabai..Cheras..its called kem An - Naim..erly in ta morning come to school n i bring my luggage..actually can pull but paiseh la..like da xiao jie like tat...so i angkat lor..so v so exited like dunno wat...den i realise...i forget to bring panadol...so me n shantini went to buy..(it save my life leh later..)..Then, ta bus come od...so ta form 5 all wanna sit ta air cond bus(thy tot ta othr bus no ac...so form 5 ma...den thy oso get ta bus...-include me- sweat od myself...but fr me cuz yiling save place fr me...)den..v reach liao....n v got a shock...A SHOCK...it was reli like outskirt of town...n village like tat...v was like....r u sure??here is whr v r gonna stay??????omgomgomg...den v take out our bags n put near ta dewan.-it doent look like a dewan...more to a huge pondok-den..v have to arrange ourselves in a line...so v told dem v made our groups..n get in lor....so...lantik sze ruiy as ketua n nik as assistant....n dey warn us if v did anythng wrong...thy will kena...ltr...wen v go dewan n put our shoes aside....while hear ta ceramah...THEY TOSS OUT SHOES TILL ALL MIXED UP BECOZ V DIN ARRANGE IN TA SAME LENGTH!!!!!!!IT WAS KEMAS BUT NOT SAME LENGTH!!!!MOST of us was pissed off..i din reli mind tat tym....wats ta worse...juz pick up lo...i din reli care....ta GUY OSO said tat no1 manage to get out of tis camp without weeping...tat moment...i say to myself...tat i cannot cry...den welcome new rule tat obviously convent students-surtout les prefects-tat is............drum rolls..............-cannot talk in ta canteen-fuh...bcoz of tis...sze ruiy a.k.a zorro n nik have to sit on ta ground to eat....pity....den v got ice breaking n i m in alvina's group....-oso wif mayyie again-den ta name is 'alco' means alvina n cooperation or always cooperate...yea..i luv my group alot...LOVE YA LOTS....so v got sum games.....ta fasilitators was so strict..very....n gave us ceramah all tis.....ir was kinda inspiring....^^ltr v hv to write dariku untukmu....-negative things for ppl....n i got 2...1st-i t

fion to fion...talk a lot summore...get to work la...

talk too fast 2nd-tension too fast.....ok....got ta point..hehe ltr in evening...v got obstacle games..here i learnt a lot...after kena scolding...i realise....its no point v do things quickly without thinking....v muz stay focus....on ur goals....dun be greedy.....v work as a team...ltr...sze ruiy n nik hold a piee of paper written dadah 10kg....ta fasi ask us ta hukuman....so he said tat he is gonna send them home...hu noes he is serious....he say symbolicly....so v argued a while but he outstand us....n v oso ignore.....hu ta heck will think he is serious????v oso go on taking dinner. bath....tat kind of thing....ltr...come ta debat part....v debat like no1 punya business...n talk n talk...-girls ma-debat goes on n on n on......till 1 am...den...thy announced....zorro n nik have to leave for their mistake....taking paper written dadah....tat point based on my experience there is no way they will be sent back but...to ta extend whr they go up ta car n drive off..make me question my own intergrity..n ask myself...i actually ask myself...-did i make ta wrong assumption??-so...they call navee, bee li n i out of ta circle n talk....talk bout our wrong opinions n make us realise..tis n tat...a while..den....i got stomach cramp-dun ask y-...tahan ni lo...n den wen i went back to ta circle...i ate panadol without drinking water...almost choke...thank god i m save anot...bee li hv to gv me heimlish manor...gudness...so i was thinking of wat to say....i felt as leaders, v got ta responsibility to protect n standout for our members....for our prefects..i couldnt see zorro n nik juz go like tat...ta worst part is i myself couldnt believe myself tat my first assumption-tat is was a test-is right anymore....but i could never risk ta prefects dont you think?no matter wat is my opinion...prefects first...myself later...so i decided to fight for it-ashikin n syuha wasasking me to say smtg od..i kept thinking n decided,ta fasi cant hear me so i walk infront...i was kinda worried though..but..at last..i say to myslf tat i gotta do smtg-...aldo i almst went insane for fighting my own voice....its ok...i thought...i decided...since v had brought all of them here...v shall bring all of them back together...thr...i found ta courage..i oso realise,after ta guy scolded me...."macam ni ke kamu nak jadi pemimpin??"seriously...at tat tym...i hav woken up...i see things differently...thr..i found a lil light...to keep things in place...i tried...but i still did not manage to keep my tears up....i cried...god...ta worst part is...i hv to talk wen i m still crying...gudness...to defend othrs...never in my life think of doin tat...seriously paiseh...but nvm...its worth it...i wanna say sorry to henusha...for closing ur point...tat is to bring us all back......tat i proposed....but i believe...if u were in my place...u will do ta same...its for ta gudness of all...reli sorry....to others...if i shouted at u guys anytym, anywhr in ta camp.....i m sorry...i din mean it.....i dunno hu...but...i m juz sorry...at last frm tis...i learnt to be a leader frm heart...to be wif thm...i knew tat wast they ws doing to zorro n nik is ta right thing....yes...i m telling u...leader always have to bear their members mistake....even us ajk....v r ta same...v gone tru ta same thing over n over again....but most importantly...v have to be strong..n as a leader...v have to think a step further n wiser...to keep every1 safe n happy....its not all juz about u...its about every1....n i oso realised tat every1 is special in their own way....n v muz take our job seriously..n work hard for it...to enable you to appreciate wat is coming.....if not...everythng is wasted...tis camp has taught me alot...far more than i expected...sorry guys if i have not been a gud secretary..sorry.

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Bedtime story-tats y me n yl slept at 3 am plus...-Talk=>WEn wanna bath tat tym...me n yl went lo...den myie say no 1 in ta nex toilet..so i oso go wif her....den i hear yiling shout 'fion a??call fion??'but too crouded till i kenot turn backso i juz go...den hao min told her tat i went wif may yie...so wen i wan bath tat tym...i heard yiling shouted...smrr 'fion leh??whr is she o...i din brng my dunno wat...'so i oso shouted back i m here leh....in a different area...so at nite i told her tat ta whole toilet can hear her shouting...paiseh...haih..haha...den v laugh like mad ppl...i think ta ppl sleeping near our bed oso will wake up....hahaha ta 2nd day wasnt tat strict...instead v reli enjoyed ourselves...v jump into ta kolam...omg...jump u noe...i repeat...JUMP...TWICE..n v splash water like dunno wat.....n ply floating....me, yling, navee,may yie, ying bing,elisha,hao min, bee li....n all of us...many humans....all oso jump inside n reli hv fun like din swim before like tat...haha

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Actually...else den ta fasi...ta place...ta memories n experience...i miss 1 more thing...YOU..during tis camping period.....n ta times at school...i felt...tat i reli actually cared for a person --wait..-Yi Ling..u r a special case k..tat wan keep fr my journal.so dun kembang d..not u...haha-i cant believe i actually care for tis person tat i thought wud hate me as much as how i was frustrated to her past few years back...i noe you r using me...i get it...so at a point..i reli felt...u r not worth it..but i help u with all i can....not exceeding my limit....as a s/u...i hav a limit...but u wudnt see wat i hv done...its ok..though i noe u r using me..but...i try my best to help u as a fren...i missed ta tyms v r together...though i noe its fake...as time passes...i try hard to believe in u...to assume u r wif me as a fren..like my othr frns...till now... i m not sure..but 1 thing i noe...it doesnt mttr anymr..i m always here....if u got anythng....juz find me...i wont mind..i will try my best..i m like tis(oni you wud noe wat i mean)..is bcoz if i m ta othr way round...do you think v can actually be frens?do you?even ppl ask me to maintain a distance..did i?no i did not...its ok...till here...

Menara pangsa...super hot....

Pn Nirmala giving speech...

Me n keerthana...oops...so messy....

Me n Cikgu Bell....

All ta fasi stand to wait fr us to shake hands...

All ta prefects concentrate to hear speeches...

Tis is wat i called mud mask.....

Jungle talk...survivor course...

in ta jungle oso sempat pose..haha

building menara pangsa.....-tis is how i got my tan....oh dear..

ta group discussing.....scary wei...

Elisha yeo on ta bed...wan breakfast??

Alvina,Wei Jane, Soo Min, Sze Ruiy, Me(so fat..haha)....^^

Shantini n me....frenz forever...

Conclusion....ta fasi is not bad.....reli teach me alot...till now...i regret din become a gud ajk but i tried my best...reli...i reli tried my best to put ta board in order....i love ta camp^^
Group photo.....love you all.....love prefect board.....love my job...^^